Year Four:
The fourth year came quickly, I was now fighting with more brutally, each battle pushing my psychology down a violent, primal state and Shin it noticed when ever he had the time to watch my battles on his crystal ball.
Shin confronted me in orbit above a dying world.
"You are beginning to feel joy," he said with some hesitation
I didn't argue with him or lash out, I just listened to him speak his part.
He explained the truth I already knew:
"Ancient Saiyans were erased not because they were weak but because they broke the balance of God's, their power was terrifying ".
Said Shin,
finally looking me in my eyes for the first time since we met then quickly looking away.
I smirked at that and said "don't worry shin, I know exactly what im doing".
Shin then continues:
"The 4th Form was not a transformation like super saiyan and other corresponding transformations.
Rather it was a return to the true saiyan form, an authority through terror.
Complete it and the God above my position would notice". Said Shin
I thanked him, he vanished after that and I continued.
Year Five:
The Fourth Form began manifesting involuntarily.
My ki lingered too long after I left .
My presence caused instinctive submission in primitive creatures and any life form weaker than my base form.
Enemies, those that didn't submit, screamed before I touched them.
The Incomplete 4th Form Metrics
Multiplier (Unstable): ×320 Base
Effective Power: ~6.9 Trillion
Mental Side Effects:
Sadistic impulse during combat
Emotional numbness afterward
Reduced empathy outside battle.
I learned to compartmentalize.
Cruelty in battle.
Silence afterward and Shin kept his distance for a while, not sure how safe it was to get close to me.
Year Six:
This year was the year of Completion
The final catalyst was not a fight, it was restraint and my passive refusal of its nature.
I've denied the form for an entire year—despite its pull, forcing my base to rise under unbearable pressure alone.
My Base Power (End of Year Six):
34,000,000,000 the pressure alone made Shin sweat when he'd watch me from a distance.
Only then did I allow it to truly manifest in acceptance.
End of the chapter