KIERAN'S POV
When you have finally held something you have craved for a long time in your hands, giving it up becomes a difficult task.
She's become a want.
A need.
My Angel.
My obsession.
I could easily sight her in a crowd. Regardless of where she thinks she might hide. Her silver scars which I find alluring.
She thinks they are ugly, only if she knew how badly I wanted to engrave my name on that smooth skin and watch it form.
She thinks that by keeping me at arm length, she's protecting herself. Such a funny twist. I don't need her to tell me her story before I know that someone hurt her.
I pity whoever the motherfucker might be. Cause when I find him…
"Don't you think you have stared enough" I heard Killian say as he sat down beside me. He was proving to be a real pain in the ass especially when my Angel is concerned.
"She's a weakness. One we can't afford"
"She's our mate. Our woman. Need I remind you how long we waited for her? How long I CRAVED FOR HER!!!"
"All the more reason why everything seems wrong. One minute there's a curse, the next, we have a mate. I don't know about you, but I am not acknowledging her till I get to the root cause of all this. Or better still, we find out who she actually she is"
"She will open up in her own time…"
"THE SAME FREAKING EXCUSE!!! Aren't you a bit curious about whom she actually is?"
"So you don't feel attracted to her then? Then reject the bond. Let her be mine and mine alone"
If he can't even wait for her then he doesn't deserve her. No one does, She's my Angel and I will be damned if I allow someone taint her further.
"You know that's not what I meant Kieran. All I am saying is we shouldn't trust her. She's not worth it"
"I know that"
I heard her soft voice echo behind me and I turned to look at her. She looked breathtaking.
Her nude dress hugged her in the right places. The dress was just a tint darker than her skin. Elegant yet mysterious. A huge contrast to the first night she was here.
"Angel don't mind the words he's spitting out of his mouth" I held out my hand, hoping, praying to whatever gods that were watching us that she would hold onto me and let me fight for her. But she didn't.
She stood between the both of us. So close yet so out of reach. Alex kept on growling in my head, to touch her, to hold her, to mark her. Even he was tired of my Angel walking around without our mark. Without our scent.
"I know I am trespassing and I have long overstayed my welcome in your place. So you don't need to worry"
"Angel you can stay as long as you want" I could feel my voice quiver. I didn't wait all these time just for her to slip away.
I looked at Killian and could see the faint traces of fear on his face. No doubt anxious that she's leaving. I have nothing to say to him. I held onto her shoulders making her look at me in the eyes.
"Don't listen to him Angel. This is your home, your place. I promised you" I saw the look of resolution written all over her face which increased the panic in me.
I held onto her tightly, I could feel Alex growling. It was taking me everything not to snap and mark her.
"This is not my home and you know it"
"And what makes you think that you can walk into my life. After so long. And you can leave just because my brother is skeptical" I drew her into my embrace, my left arm resting way below her waist but above her ass. I slowly caressed her face, marking it into the deepest parts of my memory.
"You see Angel, I can give you anything. I can do anything. You want to rule my pack, fine. You want to wreck carnage, and then I will be your shield and sword. You want a war. Then I will deploy every shoulder under our command. But the one thing I won't let you do, is to walk away from me"
I lowered my head as I inhaled her scent. It was maddening. My fangs grew out as I grazed my spot on her neck.
"Do it, give our mate your mark. Make her our woman" Alex raged in my head and I wanted to give in. I slowly raised my head, Alex was on the surface, but I needed her too much to reign him in.
"You are mine. MINE. And no one, not even Killian can change that"
I looked at my brother expecting him to say something but all I could see was the fury and lust dancing across his face as he watched the both of us"
I held onto her tightly, pressing my forehead on hers. I was trying to control myself but I felt her soft hands graze my face and then I lost it.
I lifted her onto my shoulder as I made my way to the nearest place that could offer a bit of privacy. Consequences be damned.
I walked into my room as I dumped her on the bed roughly but not enough to cause any damages.
"You are not in the right state of mind Kieran; don't do something you will regret"
"You see Angel, when it comes to you; I have no sense of right or wrong. All I know, is that home is wherever you are"
I breathed in her scent as I kissed her. I sucked those succulent lips as her silent moans filled the room.
"Do you feel it Angel?" I rubbed my raging cock on her thighs as I sought some sort of contact.
"This is what you do to me. You make me lose control" I latched on to her lips once more as I felt my Angel spin me around climbing on top of me in swift movements.
She rubbed herself on my cock which made me lose all fabric stopping our contact.
"That was my best dress so far and you just ripped it" She whined as her lips puckered while looking at me.
Fucking adorable.
Fucking Mine.
I brought her face down as I continued my onslaught on her lips while our bodies danced in a practiced rhythm.
I felt her going down, placing kisses that drove me mad with lust. Her hands quickly opened up my slacks and I raised my head only to see her holding my hard cock in her dainty hands.
The lust grazed all over my Angel's face was enough to tell me what my Angel wanted. I actually looked forward to it.
"Can I?" She gazed at me with a tinge of hope dancing in her eyes. If only she knew, I would burn the world with a single nod from her.
"Do whatever you want Angel. You never have to ask for my or anyone's permission. Never again" I sat up and caressed her face as she smiled at me.
That smile, might just be my undoing.
"Then you are not allowed to touch me. No matter how hard it gets" She whispered.
I wonder how that is going to happen with the view before me. But my Angel asked, and thus, she shall receive.
"Go on then Angel. Your word is my command"
I bound myself with the rope I found at the edge of the bed, anything to make her wishes come true. My Angel wanted control. I would gladly relinquish it all to her.
"Shit. Just like that baby" Her mouth had to be the closest thing to heaven I had ever been in.
She couldn't take all of me in. But my Angel wasn't one to back down from a fight.
"Use your hands Angel. Slower. Don't use your teeth. Set the pace baby. Yess, just like that"
Her head bobbed up and down as I watched more of my dick go into her tiny fuckable mouth.
"Shit. Let me touch you baby. Please" I had to touch her. Hold her. I couldn't hold back anymore.
"Noo" I heard her muffle. Mouth choked up with my cock.
"Fuck baby, you are so bad. So bad"
Her pace increased and I felt myself drawing closer to the edge.
"Please baby, let me touch you" I begged her once more. Unable to hold myself back any longer, I tore of the slack holding my hands and placed my hands on my tummy. Waiting for the faintest signal from her.
"Baby please. I want to hold you" I grunted, my release not far from spilling.
I thought that nothing could compare to the pleasure I was feeling till I heard her grunt her approval while her mouth was still wrapped around me.
That grunt of approval was all I needed. I held onto her head as I rammed my entire cock down her slick throat. I chased the high only she could give me.
And she took it all, like the good little girl she is.
"Yes baby, you can take it. My good girl." I climaxed so hard as I slammed her small face down, forcing her to take every last drop of my cum.
I dragged her lightly making her lay on my chest as I held her in my embrace. Our chests heaving after our little make out session.
"You never go all the way" I heard her mumble as she hid her face in my chest. I wouldn't have heard her if I hadn't trained my senses to be sharper than that of regular wolves.
"Do you want to have sex with me Angel?" I asked with a chuckle as I caressed her back.
"Isn't it normal?" she asked as she sat down on my thighs making me to sit up as well just so I could keep on touching her.
"Angel you are not ready."
"I am. I am tougher than I look" she answered swiftly which made me laugh heartily. She doesn't know what I am capable of doing. What she's asking of.
"We'll talk about it later Angel. Now rest"
"I still plan on leaving soon though" she yawned as she laid on my chest. No doubt tired.
I didn't say anything for a while as I held her close to me.
"Not if I have anything to do about that Angel. You are not leaving me, not if I have something to say about that"
I whispered to myself as I too drifted off. My Angel tucked safely in my arms.