Silvestor, Jazz, and the others entered the mess hall together.
The effect was immediate.
Students near the buffet paused mid-motion. Trays shifted. Conversations dipped. Not because anyone had ordered it–but because years of instinct had trained them to move aside.
Jazz and his friends walked straight ahead, collected side dishes without hesitation, filled their tiffins, and headed toward the center of the hall.
At the center stood a round dining table–larger, sturdier, designed for teachers during inspections or formal lunches. Along the walls and corners stretched long rectangular tables meant for students, functional and crowded.
The center table had rules.
And it had exceptions.
Teachers used it occasionally.
Jazz and his companions used it whenever they wanted.
No one stopped them. No one questioned it. No notice board acknowledged it. The habit had existed long enough to become invisible.
They sat.
Jackson leaned back comfortably. James opened his tiffin. Gilbert scanned the room, more out of reflex than interest.
Jazz reached for his food–
Then stopped.
Silvestor wasn't there.
Jazz's eyes lifted, sweeping the hall once. He found him near the buffet.
Silvestor stood in the queue.
With everyone else.
Tray in hand. Expression neutral. Waiting his turn.
Jazz stared.
Then his palm slapped down on the table.
The crack echoed across the hall.
He stood and walked toward Silvestor without a word.
Students instinctively shifted out of his path. The line bent around him like water avoiding stone.
Jazz stopped beside Silvestor, took his tiffin from his hands without asking, and turned away.
Silvestor shook his head slightly, the faintest gesture of irritation.
Too theatrical, he thought.
Jazz moved down the buffet, added side dishes himself, then returned to the center table and placed the tiffin down.
Silvestor followed and sat.
Jazz dropped into his chair opposite him and pushed the tiffin back across the table.
Silvestor caught it.
"From today onward," Jazz said casually, loud enough to be heard, "don't walk like everyone else."
He leaned back.
"You're one of us now."
"Tch," Silvestor murmured. "Show-off."
Gilbert glanced between them.
"How's the food?" he asked Silvestor.
Silvestor didn't hesitate.
"I don't know. Everything tastes bitter to me. Nothing else."
Gilbert nodded slowly.
"Bitter's fine. At least it's not tasteless."
"You should try something really bitter sometime," Jazz added lightly.
Footsteps approached.
Amaya stood behind Silvestor, holding her tiffin close to her chest.
"Silvie," she said softly.
Silvestor didn't look up. His attention stayed on the food.
Amaya tightened her grip.
"Can I sit here?"
Silvestor remained silent.
Inside, he calculated.
If I refuse openly, it creates distance. Distance creates rumors. Rumors bring attention. Attention brings trouble.
Jackson nudged Silvestor's leg under the table.
"Hey," he whispered. "A girl's talking to you."
Silvestor set his chopsticks down.
"Where you sit isn't my concern," he said flatly.
"This table doesn't belong to me."
Amaya's eyes stung. She nodded once and turned to leave.
James whistled sharply.
She stopped.
"What's wrong with you?" James said. "He already said yes."
Amaya blinked, confused–but sat before doubt could catch up.
Everyone's eyes dropped to her tiffin.
Empty. No side dishes.
James frowned.
"Why is your food like this?"
She clenched her fists.
She didn't answer.
For three years, she thought, I was allowed to stand at the end. If I reached early, I was accused of stealing. If I took more, I was beaten.
James scooped food from his tiffin into hers.
Then Jackson did.
Then Gilbert.
Then Jazz.
Silvestor still hadn't moved.
The table went quiet.
All eyes shifted to him.
Silvestor finally looked up.
"Why should I?" he said.
"If she wants more, she can take it herself."
Amaya misunderstood.
She leaned forward, reached into his tiffin, and took a prawn.
"Thank you," she said earnestly.
Silence.
Then Jazz burst out laughing.
Jackson nearly choked.
James slapped the table.
Students across the hall stared–some in disbelief, some in jealousy, some in silent outrage.
Two students who had once been invisible were eating together at the center table.
Silvestor stared at Amaya.
Amaya glanced around nervously.
"Did I… misunderstand again?"
The laughter only grew louder.
Lunch ended the way it always did, with the mess hall emptying in uneven waves and noise thinning into fragments that echoed down the corridors. Jokes dissolved into half-sentences. Laughter stayed behind like grease on a table, wiped poorly and forgotten. Students drifted back toward their classrooms, carrying more than food in their stomachs.
At the staircase junction, Gilbert slowed and matched Silvestor's pace. He didn't sound casual when he spoke–he sounded careful, like someone stepping across glass he couldn't see.
"Silvestor," he said quietly. "Let the past settle. Let what's done stay done."
Silvestor didn't look at him, didn't even slow down.
"Amaya isn't pretending," Gilbert continued. "She's trying to atone. Like you, she's carrying damage that didn't heal. And being a girl didn't spare her–it made it worse."
They reached the corridor split. Gilbert stopped there, turning slightly, giving Silvestor the space to answer if he wanted to.
"I'm not asking you to forgive," Gilbert said. "Just… don't turn your back on her."
Silvestor paused for half a second. Long enough to acknowledge the words. Not long enough to respond.
Gilbert nodded once, accepting the silence, and turned away.
Silvestor remained alone in the corridor. He looked up through the window at the open sky, clear and empty in a way that made thoughts louder instead of calmer. Then he turned and entered XII C as the bell rang.
The classroom returned to its usual disorder–bags sliding under benches, chairs scraping, conversations snapping shut into whispers. XII C was loud by habit, messy by design, alive in ways teachers tolerated but never trusted.
Then Carol walked in.
No warning. No buffer.
Morning leave or not, her presence cut straight through the room. Students forgot to stand. Forgot to greet. They just stared, caught between surprise and guilt.
"Good afternoon," Carol said, taking initiative.
A delayed response followed, uneven and weak.
"Good," she replied, watching their discomfort settle. "You're all present."
She took attendance quickly, efficiently, her eyes sharp and unblinking. When she closed the register, the room felt tighter.
"Since everyone is here," Carol said, setting her handbag on the desk, "we'll have a revision test."
The air shifted immediately. Spines straightened. Breaths sharpened. Panic rippled without sound.
She unzipped her bag slowly, deliberately, and pulled out question sheets. Moving down the aisles, she placed seven sheets per table, the paper whispering against wood like a warning.
"One hour," she said.
"Sixty questions."
"Multiple choice and fill in the blanks."
"One minute per question."
"You may begin."
Silence fell hard.
Pens moved. Pages flipped. Someone swallowed too loudly. Faces tightened into calculations–fear, confidence, resignation mixing in different ratios.
Except for two.
Jazz leaned back, wrote his name without reading a single question, and started marking answers in a clean, repeating pattern. No hesitation. No checking. For the fill-in-the-blanks, he wrote song lyrics–one word per blank, deliberate and mocking.
Three minutes later, he put his pen down.
He didn't look proud.
He looked bored.
Across the room, Silvestor worked differently. He read every question once, carefully, and answered with precision. One question per minute. No rush. No glances. "All of the above." "None of these." Blanks filled with certainty rather than guesswork.
Around them, quiet chaos brewed. Eyebrows lifted. Pages tilted just enough to share answers. Some students copied shamelessly. Some tried honestly. Some froze halfway through, time bleeding out of their control.
Carol saw everything.
She said nothing.
The clock reached its end exactly on time. Carol moved immediately, collecting sheets without waiting for completion, pulling papers away mid-sentence if necessary. The bell rang as the last sheet left a desk.
Perfect synchronization.
Relief washed through the room too fast to be real.
Carol stacked the papers neatly, didn't comment, didn't threaten, didn't reassure. She walked out without a backward glance.
XII C stayed silent for several seconds longer than usual.
Something had passed through the room–not fear, not relief, but measurement.
And two students–one who didn't read at all, and one who read too carefully–had just been weighed in very different ways.
