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Loving you wasn't the plan

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Loving you wasn't the plan… I never expected to get tangled in your world. You were supposed to be just another chapter in my life—someone I could admire from afar, maybe share a laugh with—but nothing more. Yet somehow, your smile became my sunrise, your voice my comfort, and your presence my obsession. Now, I’m stuck between what my heart wants and the life I thought I had planned. Every secret, every stolen glance, every undeniable connection pulls me closer to you, and I’m terrified of losing control… or losing you. Will love find a way even when it wasn’t invited? Or will following my heart destroy everything I’ve ever wanted?
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Chapter 1 - Loving you wasn't part of the plan

Loving you wasn't supposed to happen…

I thought I had my life mapped out—school, dreams, friendships—but then you walked in, and everything changed. You weren't supposed to matter. You weren't supposed to linger in my thoughts. Yet somehow, every glance, every conversation, every accidental touch pulled me deeper into something I never intended.

Now, I'm caught between what my heart craves and the life I thought I could control. Secrets, misunderstandings, and undeniable attraction threaten to unravel everything I've known.

Can I resist a love that wasn't planned, or will giving in cost me more than I'm ready to lose?

✨ A story of unexpected love, stolen moments, and the chaos of the heart.

 

 Chapter 1: The Unexpected Encounter

The first time I saw him, I didn't notice the way his eyes seemed to look straight through me. I was busy trying to get through the chaos of another ordinary day—books in one hand, phone in the other, pretending I had everything under control.

And then he bumped into me. Literally.

"Whoa—sorry!" His voice was calm, almost teasing, but there was an edge to it that made me catch my breath.

I looked up.

He was tall. Dark hair that fell perfectly over his forehead. A smile that somehow didn't feel like a smile at all—it was more like a warning. And for a second, I panicked. Because I shouldn't care. Not at all.

But I did.

"Are you okay?" he asked again, his hand hovering, unsure if he should help me pick up the scattered papers I'd dropped.

"I'm fine," I mumbled, trying to gather my dignity along with the loose notebooks.

He knelt down to help. "I guess you're not really fine," he said softly, and my heart skipped in a way that annoyed me.

I wanted to tell him: Stay away. Loving anyone wasn't on my plan. Especially not you.

But instead, I just nodded and walked away, forcing my pace to something normal, something casual. Something that didn't betray how rattled I was.

Over the next few hours, I kept seeing him everywhere: the hallway, the cafeteria, even outside the library. It was impossible to ignore. And with every accidental glance, I felt that strange pull—like he was a storm I couldn't prepare for.

By the end of the day, I realized something terrifying.

I didn't want him to disappear from my life.

And that… that was the problem.

Chapter 2: Closer Than Expected

I didn't expect to see him again so soon.

The library was quiet, filled with the familiar scent of old books and polished wood, but the moment I stepped in, there he was—leaning casually against the bookshelf, a book in one hand, that impossible smile on his lips.

My chest tightened. I told myself I was imagining it. That my heart just liked to betray me.

"Fancy seeing you here," he said, his voice low, almost teasing.

I wanted to roll my eyes, but instead, I felt a shiver I couldn't hide. "I could say the same," I replied, trying to sound casual. My fingers brushed against the edge of the table as I reached for a book, but he moved closer, blocking me slightly.

"You seem tense," he said softly, his eyes lingering on mine a moment too long. "You know, you could relax… let me help."

I felt my face heat up. "I don't need help," I muttered, though my voice sounded weaker than I intended.

He smirked. "Are you sure? Because you look like someone could use… distraction."

I swallowed hard. His words were like fire, soft yet dangerous, and for a moment, I wondered what it would feel like to give in, just a little.

Then our hands touched—accidentally, of course—when I reached for a book. His fingers grazed mine, and it was electric. I jerked back, but he didn't move away. Instead, he let his hand linger, close enough to feel the warmth of my skin.

"I warned you," he whispered, leaning slightly closer, so close I could feel his breath. "You won't be able to ignore me."

And in that moment, I realized he was right.

Loving him wasn't the plan. But resisting… resisting was suddenly impossible.

Chapter 3: Too Close to Resist

I couldn't focus all day. Every time I tried to study, I felt his presence behind my eyelids—the brush of his fingers, the teasing smile, the way he seemed to invade my thoughts without asking permission.

And then he appeared.

I was walking out of class when he stepped in front of me, arms crossed, leaning against the wall like he owned the hallway. My breath caught before I even realized it.

"Running away again?" His voice was low, playful, and somehow dangerous.

"I… I'm not running," I said, trying to sound confident. My voice wavered. I knew he noticed.

He smirked and leaned closer. "Sure you're not. But you feel like you're avoiding me."

I froze. His face was inches from mine, the faint scent of him—woodsy, warm—wrapping around me. I tried to step back, but his hand caught my wrist gently. Not harshly. Not aggressive. But firm enough that my heart skipped a beat.

"You're shaking," he said softly, almost like a confession.

"I'm… I'm not," I muttered, though my pulse betrayed me.

He tilted his head, his lips just brushing my ear. "Sure. Keep telling yourself that."

Heat raced through me. His closeness, the soft brush of his breath, the teasing pressure of his fingers—it was a storm I didn't want to escape. And for the first time, I realized… I didn't want to.

"Just… stop," I whispered, more to myself than to him.

He smiled, a slow, knowing smile, and leaned back ever so slightly. "Not… yet," he said, and with that, he let go, leaving my wrist tingling, my chest pounding, and my mind spinning.

I walked away, trying to pretend I wasn't burning from the encounter. But I knew one thing for certain:

He was dangerous.

And I was already falling.

Chapter 4: A Moment Alone

The evening air was cool, but it did nothing to calm the heat that had been simmering inside me all day. Every time I tried to focus, I felt his presence like a shadow, following me, teasing me, daring me to notice.

And then, as if the universe had conspired against me, I found myself alone with him.

The classroom was empty—everyone had left for the day—and he leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed, that maddening smirk on his lips.

"You've been avoiding me," he said, his voice low, teasing, and just a little dangerous.

"I haven't," I protested, though my voice sounded far too soft even to my own ears.

He stepped closer, and my breath caught. The space between us shrank until it was impossible to ignore the warmth radiating from his body, the faint scent of him, and the way his eyes held mine with an intensity that made my knees weak.

"Look at you," he murmured, tilting his head. "Trying so hard to pretend you don't want this… don't want me."

"I—" I started, but my words failed me. My chest was pounding, every nerve alive with tension.

He closed the distance further, just close enough that I could feel his breath against my cheek. "It's okay," he whispered. "You don't have to fight it."

My mind screamed "resist!" but my body betrayed me. The electricity between us was impossible to ignore. And then, before I knew it, our hands brushed—accidentally?—and my fingers tingled from the contact.

He didn't pull away. Instead, he let his fingers linger, tracing lightly along my palm. My heart raced. My thoughts scattered. My plan—my carefully controlled life—was slipping further away with every second.

Then, just as the tension became unbearable, the door creaked. Someone was coming.

He pulled back slightly, smirk still in place, and whispered, almost teasingly, "This isn't over."

And with that, he stepped back, leaving me alone, trembling, and craving more.

Chapter 5: The First Spark

The evening had grown quiet, and the sky outside was painted with shades of pink and gold. I told myself I was leaving quickly—just grab my bag and get out—but fate had other plans.

He appeared again, leaning casually against the gate outside the school, as if he'd been waiting for me. My heart skipped, betraying every word I tried to tell myself: Don't get involved. Don't let him in.

"Running away again?" he asked, his voice low and teasing.

"I—no, I'm just… heading home," I stammered, clutching my bag tighter than necessary.

He stepped closer, and suddenly the space between us vanished. My pulse raced as I noticed every detail—the curve of his lips, the way his eyes seemed to devour mine, the faint warmth of his body.

"You're impossible to resist," he murmured, and my chest tightened.

"I'm… not—" I tried to protest, but the words died in my throat.

He reached out, brushing a loose strand of hair behind my ear, and the touch was electric. My stomach fluttered, and I couldn't stop the shiver that ran down my spine.

"See?" he whispered, his face dangerously close. "You want this… maybe more than you admit."

I wanted to step back, but I couldn't. My legs refused to obey. My mind was screaming, but my body… my body was betraying me with every beat of my heart.

Then, in a moment suspended in time, he leaned in just slightly, close enough that I could feel his warm breath. My lips tingled, my chest ached with anticipation, and I realized—this was the moment everything changed.

But just as our faces almost touched, the distant sound of footsteps echoed from the street. He pulled back with that maddening, teasing smirk.

"This isn't over," he said again, his eyes sparkling with mischief. "Not by a long shot."

And with that, he walked away, leaving me trembling, heart racing, and completely undone.

Chapter 6: Steam and Secrets

The bathroom was small, but the warm light made it feel intimate, almost like its own world. The steam from the bathtub curled around us, softening the edges of reality, blurring the outside world into irrelevance.

"I didn't plan this," I whispered, gripping the edge of the tub as he leaned close.

"Neither did I," he murmured, his hand brushing my arm lightly. The contact made my skin tingle, heat spreading through me in ways I couldn't control.

He smiled, that familiar teasing smirk, and I felt my defenses melting. "But maybe… that's the fun of it," he said softly.

I shivered as he stepped closer, our bodies almost touching. The warmth from the water and the closeness between us was intoxicating. My heart pounded, but it wasn't fear—it was desire, undeniable and consuming.

He tilted my chin gently, bringing my gaze to his. "You're mine tonight," he whispered, his voice low, confident, and filled with promise.

The rest of the world disappeared. Steam, warmth, and the soft sound of our breathing surrounded us. I could feel the electricity in every touch, every glance, every brush of skin. My pulse raced as he pulled me closer, until the heat between us was almost unbearable.

I closed my eyes, surrendering to the moment. This wasn't just desire—it was connection, temptation, and something deeper I hadn't expected.

Then, a sudden noise outside—a dropped towel, maybe someone entering the room—made us freeze. My chest heaved, and he pressed a finger to my lips.

"Patience," he whispered, still close enough for me to feel the warmth of his body. "We'll finish this… later."

He stepped back, leaving me trembling, breathless, and craving more.

Chapter 7: Lost in the Steam

The bathroom felt like a world of its own—warm, steamy, and impossibly private. The soft glow of the light reflected off the water, wrapping us in a haze where only we existed.

He leaned closer again, his hand brushing mine, tracing lazy patterns that sent shivers through me. The tension between us was electric, impossible to ignore.

"Are you sure you want this?" he asked softly, his voice a low murmur that made my heart skip.

I swallowed hard. My pulse raced. "I… I can't resist," I admitted, my voice barely above a whisper.

His lips curved into that infuriating, irresistible smile. "Good. Because neither can I."

The steam swirled around us, softening the edges of reality. Every glance, every brush of skin, every heartbeat felt amplified. We moved closer, drawn together by something we couldn't control—desire, attraction, and a connection that felt deeper than either of us had planned.

Water splashed lightly as we adjusted, hands lingering, fingers tracing, teasing, but never fully letting go. The air was thick with heat and longing, a world where only the two of us existed.

My mind screamed at me to slow down, to think, to stop—but my body and heart refused. The warmth of the water, the closeness of him, and the soft, whispered words between us made everything else fade.

Just as I thought I couldn't take any more, he pressed his forehead to mine, letting our breaths mingle. "We'll take it slow," he whispered, "but I promise… I won't let go."

And then, with a soft laugh that sent warmth through my chest, he let the tension linger—unfinished, unbroken, leaving me trembling, breathless, and craving more.

Chapter 8: Close Enough to Burn

The night had deepened, and the bathroom was a cocoon of warmth, steam curling around us like a secret world. Every heartbeat, every movement between us, felt amplified—too intense to ignore.

He leaned close, his lips brushing mine just barely, teasing, testing. The electricity was unbearable. I shivered as his hand slid along my back, pulling me gently closer.

"I can't stop thinking about you," he murmured, his voice low, raw, and urgent.

"Neither can I," I admitted, my throat tight, my pulse racing. "But… we need to slow down—"

"Slow?" His smirk was both dangerous and playful. "You don't look like you want to slow down."

And he was right. I wanted him more than I'd ever let myself admit. My fingers trembled as they touched his chest, feeling the warmth beneath his shirt, the steady beat of his heart matching my own.

The water lapped softly around us as he pressed a kiss to my temple, then my jaw, lingering just long enough to drive me wild with anticipation. Every inch of closeness made it impossible to think of anything but him, the heat, the tension, the thrill of being so close.

"Tonight… it's just us," he whispered, his hand finding mine again. "No plans. No rules. Just this."

I nodded, breathless. The world outside had vanished. There was no one but us—two hearts racing, two bodies trembling, and a storm of desire we couldn't deny.

And as we leaned into the moment, the unspoken promise hung between us:

This was only the beginning.

Chapter 9: Surrendered to Desire

The bathroom felt impossibly small, yet impossibly private—a world carved out just for us. Steam curled in the air, warm and heavy, wrapping around every inch of skin, every heartbeat, every shiver.

He leaned close, his lips grazing mine in a kiss that stole my breath. My hands tangled in his hair, pulling him closer as if I could somehow keep him from leaving.

"I've wanted this… for so long," he murmured against my lips, low and urgent.

"And I…" I whispered back, words lost in a gasp as he pressed his forehead to mine. The heat between us was overwhelming, suffocating, and yet exhilarating. Every nerve in my body was alive with tension, craving, and something deeper than desire.

The water lapped softly around us as we clung together, bodies pressing close, teasing touches and gentle caresses that left me trembling. Every glance, every breath, every whispered word made it impossible to think of anything else.

Time disappeared. The world outside ceased to exist. There was only us, warmth, desire, and a connection I had never known could exist.

And as we surrendered to the moment, letting every touch, every heartbeat, every whisper guide us, I realized:

Loving him wasn't just a plan that went wrong—it was a plan I would never want to change.

When we finally pulled apart, breathless and trembling, the world felt different—lighter, more dangerous, and more thrilling than ever. Our eyes met, and I knew without a word that nothing would ever be the same.

Chapter 10: After the Fire

The morning sunlight filtered through the curtains, soft and golden, but it couldn't warm the storm swirling in my chest. Last night… everything had changed.

He was there beside me, still half-asleep, that teasing, dangerous smile barely visible on his lips. And yet, as I tried to meet his gaze, I realized something: nothing about us could go back to the way it was before.

"Good morning," he murmured, stretching, the casual ease in his tone making my heart ache. "Sleep well?"

"I… yes," I said softly, trying to ignore the memory of every brush of skin, every shiver, every stolen whisper of last night.

He tilted his head, smirk curling. "You look different," he teased. "More… yours, somehow."

I flushed, heart racing. "Don't… don't say things like that."

"Why not?" His hand brushed mine lightly, teasing, almost dangerous. "It's true."

I wanted to pull away, to regain some control, but my body remembered everything—the closeness, the warmth, the way he made me feel like I had finally found a place I belonged.

But as I got dressed, my phone buzzed. A message. From someone I hadn't expected.

"I know what you did."

My stomach twisted. I knew our little world of steam and whispers was about to collide with reality. And suddenly, the heat between us felt heavier, dangerous, like a spark waiting to ignite a wildfire.

I looked at him. His smile faltered slightly when he noticed the tension in my eyes.

"Looks like our little secret… isn't so secret anymore," he murmured.

And just like that, the thrill of last night was tangled with fear, doubt, and a storm neither of us could ignore.

Chapter 11: The Secret Unraveled

I thought last night had been ours alone, a world where nothing else mattered. I thought we could disappear into each other and forget everything else.

I was wrong.

The first hint came with a text message—sharp, cold, and threatening.

"You think you can play with hearts without consequences?"

My stomach dropped. I didn't recognize the number, but the words cut deep. My mind raced to him. Did someone find out about us? Was our private world now exposed?

I turned to him, desperate, eyes wide. "Did… did anyone see us?"

He froze for a moment, expression darkening. Then he stepped closer, brushing my hair back from my face. "No one saw," he said, voice low, but the tension in his jaw betrayed him. "But someone's watching. And they're not happy."

I swallowed hard. "Who? Who's watching?"

He shook his head, running a hand through his hair. "I don't know yet. But we need to be careful. We can't let anyone ruin this… whatever this is between us."

I wanted to argue, to say that our love couldn't be ruined by anyone. But the fear gnawed at me, creeping into every thought. Last night had been perfect, but perfection always seems fragile, doesn't it?

And then, the classroom door creaked open. I spun around, heart racing, and froze.

Standing there, a sly smile on her face, was my ex-best friend—the one I thought I could trust.

"Well, well," she said slowly, eyes flicking to him. "Looks like someone's having a little fun… and keeping secrets."

My heart sank. This was it. The storm had arrived.

Chapter 12: Temptation and Betrayal

The day had started like any other, but the air was thick with tension. Every glance around the school felt like someone was watching us, waiting for the perfect moment to strike.

And maybe… they were.

She—my ex-best friend—had been impossible to avoid. Everywhere I turned, there she was, smirking, whispering with people I didn't know, her gaze sharp and calculating. And worst of all, she kept giving him looks that made my stomach twist.

"What did I say about keeping it low?" I hissed under my breath when he reached for my hand in the hallway.

He gave me a small, reassuring smile, squeezing my fingers. "I know. I'm trying."

"Trying isn't enough," I muttered. "She's… she's everywhere. And she's playing with fire."

He frowned. "Then we'll handle it together. Nobody's going to ruin this."

But words didn't stop the whispers. By lunchtime, rumors had already started spreading—small, sneaky comments, teasing looks from classmates. And she… she made sure I noticed every one.

"You know," she said casually as I walked past, leaning against a locker with a sly grin, "I always wondered how long you'd last with someone like him. Fun while it lasts, right?"

I clenched my fists, trying not to react. Fun? Our love wasn't fun—it was real. Every stolen touch, every late-night confession, every heartbeat last night in the bathtub… it was real.

But he stepped in, shielding me with a look that made the world fall away. "Back off," he said coldly, his voice leaving no room for argument. "She's not worth your attention."

Her smile faltered for just a moment, but only for a moment. "We'll see," she said, her eyes glinting with mischief and menace.

As she walked away, I realized something: the heat between us was no longer the only thing threatening to consume us. Now there was fire outside the bathroom, fire that could burn everything we had if we weren't careful.

And yet… somehow, holding his hand in the chaos, I felt stronger. Maybe love wasn't planned. Maybe it wasn't easy. But it was ours.

Chapter 13: Crossroads of Trust

The hallway felt colder than usual, as if the walls themselves were conspiring against me. Whispers followed me, glances lingered too long, and I could feel her presence before I even saw her.

She was waiting by the lockers, arms crossed, that infuriatingly smug smile on her face.

"Didn't expect to see you here… together," she said, her tone casual, but every word dripped with venom.

I clenched my fists. "What do you want?" I demanded.

She shrugged. "Nothing… really. Just making sure everyone knows what's going on. You know, secrets always come out eventually."

My heart sank. My worst fear—someone exposing what had been so private—was happening.

He appeared beside me, wrapping his arm around my waist protectively. "Ignore her," he said firmly, his jaw tight. "She's not worth it."

But her eyes flicked to him, sharp and calculating. "Is that so? Or are you just scared she'll find out something… interesting?"

My chest tightened. "Find out what?" I whispered, panic rising.

She smirked. "Oh, I think you know exactly what I mean. People like you… don't get to play house without consequences."

Before I could respond, someone whispered behind me. A classmate. A rumor. My face burned with shame and fear.

He pulled me into a quiet corner, holding me close. "Listen to me," he murmured, forehead against mine. "I don't care what she says. I don't care about rumors. None of that matters—only you. Only us. Do you hear me?"

I nodded, feeling tears prick at my eyes. "But what if it ruins everything?"

"It won't," he said firmly, cupping my face. "We'll face it together. Always. No one will come between us—not her, not anyone."

I rested my head against his chest, listening to the steady beat of his heart. For a moment, the world and all its chaos faded, leaving only us.

But as we walked back into the hallway, whispers still swirling, I knew one thing:

The storm wasn't over. And soon, we'd have to make a choice—fight for our love… or lose it.

Chapter 14: Fighting for Us

The day had been long, filled with whispers, pointed looks, and the constant presence of her—my ex-best friend, the thorn in our side. Every step we took together seemed to draw her closer, her smirk a reminder that she wasn't done yet.

But we weren't backing down. Not anymore.

He took my hand in the hallway, squeezing it gently. "Ready?" he asked, eyes locked on mine.

I nodded. "Ready."

We found her waiting by the lockers, arms crossed, her smug smile sharper than ever. "So… still playing house?" she taunted.

He stepped forward, his hand brushing mine possessively. "This isn't a game," he said firmly, voice low and dangerous. "What we have… it's real. And no one—no one—is going to ruin it."

Her eyes flicked to me, trying to provoke, but I finally found my voice. "It's real. And we don't care what you think."

She faltered for the first time, realizing the bond between us wasn't going to break. But instead of giving up, she sneered and turned away.

We walked away together, hands intertwined, hearts pounding—not from fear this time, but from triumph. The storm was still there, but we were stronger, united.

Later, at my place, he pulled me close again, his lips brushing mine in a kiss that was both tender and possessive. "You know," he murmured against my lips, "I can't get enough of you."

I shivered, heart racing, heat spreading through me. "Then don't stop," I whispered, tugging him closer.

The warmth of the night, the soft glow of the room, and the memory of the bathtub moments wrapped around us. Hands lingered, breaths mingled, and for a moment, the world disappeared. It was just us, together, victorious, and unstoppable.

For the first time since this all began, I felt… complete.

Chapter 15: Forever Us

The night was calm, the moonlight spilling through the window, soft and silver, painting our little world in its glow. After everything—the whispers, the threats, the tension—we were finally alone. Truly alone.

He pulled me into his arms, holding me as if he'd never let go. "We made it," he whispered, voice low and tender. "All of it… together."

I smiled, resting my head against his chest, listening to the steady beat of his heart. "We did," I murmured. "No one can touch us now… right?"

He tilted my chin up, brushing his lips against mine in a kiss that was gentle, claiming, and full of promise. "Only us," he said. "Forever us."

Heat spread through me, a mix of desire and happiness, as his hands roamed softly over my back. Every touch reminded me of the bathtub moments, the stolen kisses, the whispered confessions. All the tension, all the chaos—it had led to this.

I wrapped my arms around him, pressing closer, letting myself be lost in him completely. "I love you," I whispered, and the words felt like fire and comfort all at once.

"I love you too," he said, his lips brushing mine again. "And I'm never letting you go."

The night stretched on with whispered promises, lingering touches, and soft laughter. We didn't need words to understand each other—every glance, every caress, every heartbeat said it all.

For the first time, I realized that loving him—even when it wasn't the plan—was exactly where I was meant to be.

We sank together into the warmth of the night, a tangle of arms, laughter, and stolen kisses, hearts racing but steady, finally home in each other.

And as the moonlight bathed us in silver, I knew one thing:

This love wasn't planned. But it was perfect.

Loving him wasn't part of my plan.

But some loves don't wait for permission.

Steamy encounters, stolen kisses, and secrets that could destroy us…

Will love win, or will everything we built come crashing down?