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The Man I Was Made to Hate

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Chapter 1 - the day she was stolen

The air in the royal stables always carried the scent of hay, rich earth, and the underlying musk of powerful animals. For Kael, it was home. He was twenty eight, a man forged from the rough edges of the kingdom's wilder territories, brought into the palace guard not for his lineage, but for his raw strength and unyielding loyalty. His frame was a testament to years of training and hard living, broad shoulders, arms thick with muscle that strained the sleeves of his uniform, and a jawline that looked carved from stone. Dark, unruly hair fell across a perpetually serious brow, shadowing eyes the color of a stormy sea. He rarely smiled, and when he did, it was a fleeting, almost dangerous baring of teeth. He was all primal force and simmering intensity, a stark contrast to the gilded cages of the palace.

It was in these stables, amidst the stamping of hooves and the low whickers of horses, that he first truly saw the Princess. She was eighteen, a creature of light and delicate beauty, with hair like spun gold and eyes that held the innocent curiosity of a fawn. She moved with a grace that belied her spirited nature, often slipping away from her chaperones to seek the solace of the animals. Kael, already a seasoned guard, had been assigned to her detail for a season, a punishment of sorts for a minor infraction, a task he initially resented. He was a warrior, not a babysitter.

But the Princess had a way of disarming even him. She wasn't frivolous or demanding. She spoke to the horses as if they were confidantes, and to Kael, at first, with a polite distance. Slowly, over weeks that turned into months, that distance eroded. She would ask him about his training, about the lands beyond the castle walls, her questions genuine, her gaze unwavering. He found himself answering, speaking of things he hadn't voiced to another soul, the rough edges of his dialect softening imperceptibly in her presence.

Their bond wasn't born of grand gestures or whispered declarations. It grew in quiet moments, her laughter echoing in the stables as he showed her how to properly groom a skittish mare, his hand resting instinctively on the small of her back as they navigated a muddy path through the palace gardens, her head tilted attentively as he recounted a tale of a border skirmish. It was an illicit intimacy, a stolen series of moments where the vast chasm of their stations seemed to shrink, if only for an hour. He would watch her, a possessive fire kindling in his chest, as she'd braid flowers into a horse's mane or practice a tentative sword thrust with a wooden practice blade, her enthusiasm captivating him. He saw past the crown and the silks, he saw the spirited woman underneath.

He loved her with a ferocity that bordered on desperation, a dangerous devotion for a man of his standing. She, in turn, adored him, an innocent but profound affection that deepened with every shared secret, every stolen glance. Their affair was one of stolen kisses behind ancient tapestries, hushed conversations in moonlit courtyards, and hands lingering too long when passing a riding crop. It was a secret garden in a world of rigid protocol, and Kael guarded it with his life. He knew the peril, the swift and brutal punishment that awaited them if discovered, but the thought of a life without her, without those moments of stolen joy, was a far greater torment.

Then, the rumors started. Whispers of an alliance, a political marriage for the Princess. Kael felt a cold dread begin to coil in his gut, tightening with each passing day. He saw the shift in the Queen's stern gaze, the King's calculating expression. The Princess, too, grew quiet, her light dimming.

The official announcement came three months before her nineteenth birthday. The Princess was to be wed to Prince Theron of the neighboring kingdom. It was a union that would secure peace and prosperity, a match celebrated by the court, and a death knell for Kael's world.

Prince Theron, a year younger than Kael, was the epitome of refined royalty. At twenty seven, he possessed a lean, elegant physique, not as powerfully built as Kael, but certainly athletic, honed by fencing lessons and courtly dances rather than battlefield drills. His hair was a rich chestnut, meticulously styled, framing a face of striking, almost classical beauty. His eyes, the color of warm honey, held a perpetual calm, a reflection of a life lived without want or opposition. Every movement was deliberate, every word articulated with the crisp, melodic precision of a man educated for kingship. He was polite to a fault, always composed, never ruffled. He embodied grace and order, a stark contrast to Kael's raw, untamed nature.

Kael watched the ensuing preparations from the periphery, a ghost in his own life. The castle buzzed with activity, seamstresses working furiously, jewelers polishing ancient heirlooms, chefs planning lavish banquets. Each new silk gown for the Princess, each piece of gleaming silver for the wedding feast, felt like a spike driven into Kael's heart. He saw the Princess less and less, confined to her chambers for fittings and lessons in royal etiquette. When he did see her, her smile was strained, her eyes shadowed. She would search for his gaze, a silent plea in their depths, and he would meet it with a look of desperate pain, a shared grief that festered between them like an open wound. He felt her slipping away, piece by agonizing piece. The hate for this unseen Prince, this Theron, began to brew in Kael's soul, a bitter, corrosive poison.

The day of the wedding dawned faster than he'd have liked, an unblemished azure sky mocking the storm raging within Kael. He stood guard at the grand cathedral doors, his polished armor feeling like a shroud. The air was thick with the scent of lilies. Guests from across the kingdom and beyond streamed past him, their joyous chatter a discordant symphony to his ears. His jaw was clenched so tightly it ached, his knuckles white around the hilt of his ceremonial sword.

Then, the procession began. The Princess, regal and breathtaking in a gown of white lace and pearls, walked down the aisle on her father's arm. She looked like a goddess, a vision of ethereal beauty, and Kael felt a fresh wave of agony. Her eyes, however, weren't on the altar, nor the throng of well-wishers. They darted, almost imperceptibly, to him. For a fraction of a second, their gazes locked, and Kael saw it… a flicker of anguish, a silent apology, a profound despair that mirrored his own. He wanted to rip off his uniform, to storm the aisle, to claim her as his own. But he was a guard, bound by duty, and utterly helpless.

His eyes then snagged on Prince Theron, already standing at the altar, a vision of polished perfection in robes of deep crimson and gold. The Prince watched the Princess approach with a serene, almost detached smile, a picture of aristocratic calm. He was everything Kael was not: soft-spoken where Kael was gruff, elegant where Kael was raw, born to lead where Kael was born to serve. The hate, cold and sharp, ignited within Kael. He was taking his Princess. He was stealing her, not with force, but with the insidious power of titles and alliances.

As the Princess reached the altar, her hand delicately placed into Prince Theron's, Kael felt a surge of pure, unadulterated fury. His gaze, dark and lethal, bored into the back of Prince Theron's head, a silent curse echoing in the sacred space. He imagined the touch of his calloused hand around the Prince's slender neck, imagined snapping the life from the man who now held what was rightfully Kael's.

It was then, as the vows began, that Prince Theron, as if sensing the intensity, slowly turned his head. His eyes, warm and guileless, met Kael's across the hushed cathedral. For a moment, suspended in time, their gazes locked. Theron's lips curved into a gentle, soft smile, a small, polite acknowledgment of a dutiful guard. There was no malice, no challenge, only an innocent, almost childlike friendliness. He was utterly unaware, utterly oblivious to the storm of hatred he had just unwittingly unleashed.

That innocent smile, so devoid of understanding, was the final spark that set Kael's rage aflame. It wasn't just hate anymore, it was a promise of vengeance, a vow whispered in the dark corners of his soul. He would make this Prince, this unsuspecting thief, pay.