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Chapter 1 - Prologue

A deer stretched her slim neck low, crunching and chewing on leaves near a bush at the edge of the open field.

She didn't know she was being watched.

Behind a cluster of trees, a small boy crouched low, barely breathing. He'd been waiting for an hour, patient as only a child with something to prove could be. The deer would eventually wander closer. They always did.

Now's my chance.

He drew back his bowstring, arms trembling with the effort. The bow was too big for him—his father's bow—but he refused to use the small practice one anymore. He was eight now. Eight was practically a man.

He stuck out his tongue, squinting one eye closed, and aimed.

Steady. Steady.

The arrow flew.

It wobbled through the air, veered left, and thunked into a tree three feet from its target. The deer bolted, white tail flashing, gone in seconds.

"Damnit!" The boy screamed, stomping his foot. "I almost had him!"

A laugh erupted behind him. He spun around.

His father stood there, holding the arrow he'd just pulled from the bark. The man moved like a ghost when he wanted to—silent, quick, always watching.

"How are you supposed to feed your mother and little sister like that?" His father grinned, twirling the arrow between his fingers.

"Father!" The boy dropped his bow and launched himself forward, all frustration forgotten. He crashed into the man's legs, wrapping his arms tight.

His father laughed, hoisting him up with one arm. "Come on, little hunter. Let's go home."

The cottage smelled like onions and rosemary.

Steam rose from a clay pot hanging over the hearth, and the fire crackled warm against the evening chill. The boy's mother stirred the pot with a wooden spoon, her dark hair falling loose around her shoulders.

She turned at the sound of the door opening, and her face softened into that smile—the one that made everything feel right.

"How'd the hunting go?" she asked, already reaching for bowls.

The boy's father set him down and winked. "Tell her."

The boy's cheeks reddened. "I almost got one."

"Almost?"

"A tree got in the way."

His mother laughed, a warm sound that filled the small room. "Trees are tricky like that." She knelt and kissed his forehead. "Sit. Eat."

He scrambled onto his stool just as his five-year-old sister appeared, still rubbing sleep from her eyes. She climbed onto the stool beside him without a word and watched his every move, waiting to copy him.

His mother placed a bowl before him—thick soup with vegetables and chicken, steam curling upward. She set another before his sister, then one for herself. The last bowl, the largest, she placed in front of his father.

Warm hands settled on the father's shoulders from behind. His mother leaned down, pressing a kiss to the top of his father's head before taking her own seat.

The boy grabbed his spoon and shoved a mouthful in.

"Slow down," his mother murmured.

"Can't," he said, cheeks full. "Gotta grow strong."

His father raised an eyebrow. "Oh? And why's that?"

The boy swallowed and pointed his spoon at him. "Someone's gotta be man of the house when you're not around, dummy."

Across the table, his little sister pointed her spoon at nothing and mumbled, "Dummy," copying him exactly.

His mother hid her smile behind her hand. His father's laugh boomed through the small cottage.

But then the laughter faded, and his father's eyes went soft—thoughtful in a way the boy didn't understand. The man reached across the table and ruffled his son's dark hair.

"You're right," he said quietly. "One day, you'll need to be strong. Strong enough to protect your mother. Your sister."

The boy frowned, spoon halfway to his mouth. "I'm gonna protect you too."

His father burst out laughing—a loud, genuine sound that filled the cottage. "I'm not that old for you to be saying that, you know."

The whole table laughed. Even the little girl giggled, though she clearly didn't understand why.

An hour later, the fire had burned low and the bowls sat empty. The father rose from the table, and the last sliver of evening sunlight caught his face—honey-brown eyes, dark brown hair streaked small amounts of grey strands, the close-cropped beard he'd been wearing as long as they could remember.

He rubbed his jaw and sighed. A heavy sound. A sound the boy had heard too many times.

"Unfortunately," the man said quietly, "I have to head back."

The boy's stomach dropped. "Wait—but you just got here."

His father turned. For a moment, something flickered in those warm eyes—regret? guilt?—and then he smiled. The smile he always wore when leaving. The one that was supposed to make it better.

He crossed the room and knelt, opening his arms. The little girl rushed in immediately, burying her face in his chest. But the boy stayed where he was.

"Logan. Brynn." His father's voice was soft, steady. "I love you both. Very, very much. And I hope... I hope one day you'll understand my circumstances. There are things you don't know yet. Secrets. But until then..." He looked at each of them in turn. "Please look after your mother when I'm not here."

Brynn nodded against his chest. "Yes!"

Logan said nothing. He just turned and walked to the corner of the cottage, facing the wall.

The disappointment was evident in every line of his small back.

His father watched him go, and the smile finally slipped. Guilt settled into the spaces where joy had been. He hugged Brynn tighter for a moment, then pressed a kiss to her forehead.

A warm hand touched his shoulder.

"Hey." Her voice was soft as always. "Don't worry. He'll be okay."

He looked up at her—this woman who never complained, never asked for more than he could give, never made him feel guilty even though he deserved it. Her dark hair fell loose around her shoulders, and her smile was the same one that had made him fall in love with her fifteen years ago.

"Elara," he breathed.

She helped him stand, smoothing the wrinkles from his traveling cloak. "You take care, Al. Please visit us soon."

He wanted to promise. Wanted to say he'd be back in a week, a month, sooner. But they both knew the truth. He came when he could. That was all he could offer.

He cupped her face in his hands and kissed her—slow, tender, pouring into it everything he couldn't say. When he pulled back, her smile was still there. Brave. Beautiful.

"I will," he whispered.

He didn't look back as he walked into the fading light. He couldn't.

Behind him, Elara stood in the doorway with Brynn in her arms, watching until the forest swallowed him whole. And in the corner, Logan pressed his forehead against the cool wall and refused to cry.

Soft footsteps padded across the wooden floor.

Logan didn't turn around. He knew those footsteps—light, quick, always curious. Brynn appeared at his side, so small she barely reached his shoulder. She tilted her head up at him, her hazel eyes wide with innocent confusion.

"Why are you mad?"

He exhaled slowly. She didn't deserve his anger. None of this was her fault.

He turned, kneeling to her level, and forced his face soft. "Hey, Rin."

She smiled at the nickname—the one only he used. The one that made her feel special.

He brushed a stray curl from her forehead. "He always leaves. Mother and us. Alone." He searched for words small enough for a five-year-old but true enough for himself. "Doesn't that bother you?"

Brynn considered this with the intense seriousness only young children possess. She thought about the empty chair at dinner. About waking up and finding his side of the bed cold. About the way Mother sometimes stared at the forest path for no reason.

Then she smiled—bright and certain and utterly unbreakable.

"But he'll be back."

She said it like the simplest truth in the world. Like the sun rising. Like spring following winter. No doubt. No fear. Just faith.

Logan stared at her.

Something cracked inside his chest.

Because she was right—their father always came back. But someday, maybe, he wouldn't. And Brynn would be sitting here with that same smile, waiting for a man who'd never walk through the door.

He pulled her into a hug, sudden and fierce, burying his face in her hair.

"Yeah," he whispered. "He'll be back."

He didn't believe it. Not really.

But he would make sure Brynn never stopped believing. He would make sure she never had to learn what he already knew—that love and leaving walked hand in hand, and the people who promised to return were the same people who broke your heart.

From the doorway, Elara watched her son hold her daughter.

She said nothing.

She simply pressed her hand to her chest, where her heart ached for both of them, and thanked whatever gods existed that Logan had inherited more than just his father's dark hair.

He had inherited her strength.

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