"Luke ,would it kill you to tell the bartender manager to turn the damn music up ?"I say giggling as I try to stand up. I do not know how many drinks I drank today or now, but damn can't blame me for feeling myself to my favorite song too .
*Rihanna -SM .* Luke turns up the music, and I swirl to the beat , hoping this does catch that idiots attention, Shaun. And it does win for me, I guess.
Before he can touch me, I make my way to the bathroom. Closing the door behind me, I make my way to a foggy mirror, and I wipe away the fog with my fingers, throwing up on the sink in front of me.
I rinse my mouth with water. The door opens behind me, and I honestly think it's some girls. But it isn't. It's him. Strong hands grip the sink, and I look up at his veiny arm to his handsome face. He's mad ,but who cares ?He screwed me over. "What the fuck do you think you're doing here? Eva. " he asks me, and I scoff ,"Lara ,not Eva. " I reply, raking my fingers through my hair. "What ever the fuck you call yourself I do not care. You will always be Eva to me, now tell me why you are here instead of your dorm?" he asks, and I lean back against the sink.
"I came here to make you pay for what you did to me and my family. "I say giggling like a mad woman. "Pay for what exactly ?that I killed your sister? Or that I didn't? Or even better, I took everything from your precious family ? The Morrison family knows what they signed up for when they made the deal with my family. " he says, and I boil with anger. "Marrying me off to a scum like you ?that's the deal ? Fuck heaven's Shaun ,I didn't even go to college cause of you. Who the fuck do you think wants to be your wife when you literally wreak women right now ?"I say my voice more bold.
"And who the fuck do you think wants to be with a player like you ,huh . Tell me ? Not even for one second did you think that I couldn't get to college cause of you. What makes you think my sorry ass wants to be your wife after all the shit you pulled ?"I say, looking into his eyes, and he smirks. "You changed your name so you could follow me in here while those women sit on my lap for a lecture you could've given me at home ?"he says, and I pout. "I don't want to get married to you, okay ? I even went stalker mode just to get in here."I say, and he steps between my legs .
"Say swear ." Those damn words ,I look into his brown eyes, and I scrunch my nose." Do I look like your niece?"I ask him annoyance visible in my voice ." All you have to do is say swear , unlike those other drinks you downed ."he replies, and my vision goes blurry for a bit ,his voice getting deeper and distant. Did he say drinks , oh fuck . "Can you hear me ?I knew you were going to do something like this. I know you hate my guts, but I hate you more. Lara or Eva, whatever you may change your name to just to get in my clubs and colleges doesn't change a thing."he says, and I try to get away from him.
"You will always be the one I play with, sweetheart. Say swear, and everything will be alright. You'll be so happy tomorrow, I swear ." My vision goes dark, and he lays me on his chest, smiling through the mirror like some maniac he is. I lied when I thought I would make him pay for his sins. He is making me pay for mine . Truth is, Shaun has always been psychotic. And maybe I tried to play like him, but I failed, and it proves that today, tonight.
My sister died from being in his space for too long. She was nosey, I wasn't, she was curious and the cat got killed. I am not . I was the rebellious one , while she was the good girl with glasses to fool innocent men . I was just a true seduction. You can tell through the way I talk , walk, and dress, let alone carry myself, Medina is my mother's surname, while Morrison is my father's surname, the one I chose to abandon after my sister died in a crossfire meant for Shaun. I was raised by my mom away from all the guns and petty business papers .
But I guess my father always knew he would make me crawl tight back at him. As rebellious as I was and still am . I learned a lot from my uncle, fraud, and name changing, which is why I never got into college cause the moment I tried too , Shaun caught me, and he found out who I was making sure I had no way out. Cause he owned every damn college as it seems. My luck has always been good, I swear. But there are always stain marks that are left in every footprint you leave in this world and life .
It doesn't matter whether you plunge yourself deep in water or in oils, medication , or drugs. It's always the same thing. You always get caught and get dragged back to where you truly are yourself, and you embrace it . And fuck that hurts . Cause I'm here now . Back to this bitch life I wanted to run away from all thanks to myself being born .