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You by my side (Gojo x Utahime JJK AU)

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Chapter 1 - Chapter 1

The morning air bit at her cheeks as Utahime Iori stood at the foot of the stone staircase. From here, Jujutsu High rose like an old shadow above her, its buildings perched on the hill as if they had been watching over generations of students for centuries. The gates were tall, dark iron, and beyond them she could hear voices—distant laughter, quick conversations, the everyday rhythm of a school she didn't yet belong to.

She adjusted the strap of her bag on her shoulder and let out a long breath she didn't realize she'd been holding.

New school. New people. New chance. Don't mess it up this time.

Her shoes clicked lightly against the stone as she began to climb. Step after step, the air seemed heavier. She had transferred schools before, but this one felt different. The kind of place where people already had their circles, where rumors traveled faster than introductions. And she would be "the new girl," the one everyone sized up before deciding whether she was worth their time.

Utahime clenched her jaw. She hated that feeling—the invisible test, the quiet judgment.

No. Not again. This time, I won't let myself fade into the background. I won't let anyone decide who I am for me.

The buildings came into clearer view as she reached the midpoint of the stairs. They weren't shiny or modern; the wooden frames were weathered, the roofs painted with age, but there was something… unshakable about them. They carried the weight of countless storms and still stood proud. It made her spine straighten a little.

Halfway up, a group of students passed her on their way down, laughing loudly. They barely broke stride, but their eyes flicked over her, quick and sharp.

"Transfer student?" one of them whispered, not bothering to lower his voice.

Utahime kept walking. Her face was calm, blank, practiced. She had worn that same expression through years of similar encounters—the look that said you don't bother me, even when it did.

Inside, though, her chest squeezed.

Of course. Already labeled. That's how it starts.

At the top of the stairs, the gates loomed. She stopped just short of stepping inside, taking one last breath of the world outside. Once she walked through, there was no undoing it. She'd be part of this place, for better or worse.

Her hand brushed the strap of her bag again, steadying herself.

Stand tall. Don't shrink. If they're going to see you, let them see the real you.

The voices beyond the gate grew louder—snippets of laughter, casual greetings, the slam of a door.

Utahime stepped through.

She didn't look back.

The main building of Jujutsu High carried the smell of chalk dust and old wood, a quiet kind of authority that seemed to press down on the air itself. The polished floors gleamed faintly under the morning light that filtered through narrow windows, catching her reflection in fleeting fragments as she walked.

Utahime paused at the entrance, switching into the plain white slippers provided. The click of her outdoor shoes against the rack was louder than it should've been, and for a moment she felt the sound echo up her spine.

Paper in hand, she scanned the black ink: Class 3-A.

Simple enough. Yet her feet felt heavier with each step down the hallway. The corridors stretched on, lined with sliding doors that all looked the same. From behind them came waves of life—laughter that swelled, bursts of chatter, the occasional scrape of a chair against wooden flooring. Familiar rhythms of a world she wasn't yet part of.

Groups of students brushed past her in pairs or clusters. Their voices lowered instinctively as they glanced at her, their eyes sliding over her new uniform, her unfamiliar face. The glances weren't cruel. Most didn't linger. But they were sharp enough to prick.

Utahime lifted her chin.

Don't stumble. Don't fidget. If you walk like you belong, eventually, you will.

Still, her heartbeat pressed loud in her ears. Every step echoed with the same thought:

They already know I'm new. They already know I don't fit.

Finally, she stopped in front of the door marked Class 2-A. The characters painted neatly across the wood seemed to stare back at her, daring her to hesitate.

From the other side came the low, uneven hum of students who had grown used to each other's company: the rise and fall of voices, a cough, a burst of laughter that cut too sharp before fading again. It was the sound of comfort, of people who had already formed their circles, their roles.

Her grip on her bag strap tightened until her knuckles whitened.

Once I walk through, I can't take it back. They'll see me, they'll judge, they'll decide. Just like always. No— she stopped herself. Not this time. This time, I'll decide who I am.

For a moment, she thought of waiting. Maybe the teacher would come fetch her. Maybe someone would lead her in, soften the blow. But that would look weak. A coward's entrance.

She sucked in a breath, smoothed her expression into calm indifference, and slid the door open.

The classroom stilled at once.

Dozens of heads turned toward the door, eyes locking on her like a spotlight. Conversations faltered mid-sentence, hands paused halfway through gestures, laughter cut short. The silence that followed wasn't hostile, but it was heavy—the silence of a room adjusting to a disruption.

Utahime stepped inside, bowing low and holding it for half a second longer than needed before straightening again. Her palms itched with nerves, but her voice came out steady.

"Iori Utahime. I'll be in your care from today."

A murmur rippled through the room. She caught fragments—

"Transfer student?"

"Where from?"

"Looks serious…"

The teacher, a man in his late forties with thinning hair and a perpetually distracted look, blinked down at his notes before rising.

"Ah, yes. Our transfer student. Everyone, please make her feel welcome." His voice carried the kind of forced politeness that said and don't give me trouble. He glanced across the rows of desks. "Let's see… there's an empty seat by Ieiri. Ieiri Shoko, raise your hand."

A hand lifted lazily from the middle row. The girl who raised it had short dark hair that curled slightly at the ends, her posture slouched but not sloppy. She had a calm, unreadable expression, eyes half-lidded as though she'd been pulled out of a nap.

"Over here," she said, voice flat but not unfriendly.

Utahime made her way down the aisle, ignoring the stares that trailed after her like shadows. A few students whispered behind their hands; one boy snickered before being elbowed by his neighbor. She didn't let herself react.

Eyes forward. Back straight. Let them look. They'll get tired eventually.

Her desk was clean, almost too clean—probably unused for weeks. She set her bag down carefully, slid into the seat, and forced her shoulders to loosen. Her pulse was still racing, but at least she had a place now.

Her new life had officially begun.

The scrape of chairs and shuffle of papers filled the silence as the teacher cleared his throat and turned back to the blackboard. The tension that had hung in the air when Utahime entered slowly dissolved into the ordinary rhythm of class. Chalk tapped against the board, crisp white characters forming under a steady hand as he began the day's lesson.

Utahime straightened her posture, opening her notebook as if writing down words she didn't yet fully hear. Her ears were too tuned to the room, to the presence of so many strangers around her.

Keep calm. Blend in. Just… watch for now.

Her eyes shifted, scanning quietly from one desk to another.

To her left, a boy tapped his pencil nervously against the wood, scribbling in uneven bursts, clearly trying to keep up. Behind him, two girls leaned close together, whispering into the sleeves of their uniforms, muffling laughter. Across the aisle, a tall boy leaned back in his chair with effortless confidence, spinning his pen between his fingers as though the lesson were background noise.

Utahime's gaze drifted further. Some students hunched forward, serious, hanging on every word the teacher spoke. Others fought to stifle yawns. A few doodled casually in their notebooks, not even pretending to follow along.

The longer she observed, the more she could feel the shape of the class—its unspoken rhythms, the clusters of friends, the gaps of those who kept to themselves. There were bonds here already, invisible threads tying some desks together, leaving others apart.

And then

Near the back of the room, by the window, a boy sat with an air so different from the rest that it was impossible not to notice. Sunglasses indoors, posture loose, like the classroom existed only as a backdrop for him. His hand was buried lazily in his pocket, chin propped against his other palm as he looked out the window rather than the board.

He didn't even pretend to be paying attention.

Utahime blinked, eyes narrowing just slightly.

Who wears sunglasses inside?

If the others noticed his disregard, they didn't show it. Some even glanced toward him as if it were expected, normal. He carried himself not like someone who broke rules, but someone for whom rules never applied in the first place.

Utahime tore her eyes away, forcing herself to focus back on her notebook.

Doesn't matter. I'm not here to get distracted by people like him.

Still, her grip on her pen tightened. Something about him prickled at her instincts.

The chalk scratched across the board, the teacher droning on. Around her, the class slipped into the familiar monotony of school life. For them, it was routine. For her, it was the start of something unknown.

The bell rang, sharp and bright, and the classroom dissolved into the usual chaos of lunch. Bento lids snapped open, bags rustled, and chatter rose to fill every corner of the room. Desks scraped against the floor as students shifted to sit closer to their friends, laughter bubbling up in familiar rhythms.

Utahime, unsure, stayed still. She hadn't brought anything. She hadn't known what the routine would be here.

Her stomach growled softly. She ignored it.

"Hey."

Utahime glanced sideways.

Shoko Ieiri leaned slightly across the space between their desks, chopsticks already in hand, and a neat bento spread in front of her. Her expression was calm, bordering on boredom, but her eyes were steady and not unkind.

"I didn't really introduce myself properly earlier," she said in her low, deliberate voice. "Ieiri Shoko. Nice to meet you."

Utahime blinked, then gave a small, polite nod. "Iori Utahime. Nice to meet you too."

Shoko tilted her head, scanning her desk. "No lunch?"

Utahime hesitated, then admitted, "I wasn't sure about the routine here. I thought I'd check out the cafeteria later."

A tiny smirk tugged at Shoko's mouth. "You might want to run, then. The cafeteria here? It's like a battlefield. Blink, and all the good stuff's gone."

Utahime let out a soft, unexpected laugh. "Sounds dangerous."

"Mm. It is." Shoko plucked up a piece of tamagoyaki with her chopsticks, as if to prove her point about preparedness.

For a while, the noise of the room filled the silence between them. Utahime fiddled with her pen before blurting, a little awkwardly, "I usually… spend lunch breaks in the library. Reading. Or sometimes just watching anime." She gave a quick shrug. "Romance novels especially. It's easier to get lost in other people's stories."

Shoko paused mid-bite, then raised her brows. "Wait. Anime?"

Utahime tensed slightly. "...Yeah?"

To her surprise, Shoko grinned. "Finally. Someone else around here who gets it. Everyone pretends they're too cool, but me? I binge series instead of studying half the time."

Utahime blinked, then snorted before she could stop herself. "Seriously? Here I thought I'd be the only one."

Shoko shrugged, faintly amused. "Guess not. Looks like you've got a comrade now."

The word made Utahime's chest ease a little. A comrade. It wasn't much, but it was something.

When the clock ticked twelve-thirty almost signaling the end of lunch, Shoko stretched, yawning as she packed up her things. "Hey," she said casually, "you'll get lost in this place if you try to figure it out alone. Come on, I'll show you around."

Utahime blinked, caught off guard. "You don't have to—"

"Yeah, yeah. I know. But if I don't, you'll end up in the storage shed instead of the library." Shoko gave her a half-smile. "Trust me."

They walked the halls together, the noise of other students bouncing off the wooden walls. Shoko had an easy way of explaining things, her dry tone making even mundane details feel like insider knowledge.

"That's the science wing. Smells like sulfur half the time. You'll survive."

"The library's three floors down. Don't get too comfortable. If the librarian catches you sleeping, you'll regret it."

"Cafeteria's that way. Survival of the fittest, like I said."

Utahime followed, listening closely, storing the directions away in her mind. It was strange—Shoko wasn't overly warm, but she didn't feel distant either. More like… solid ground, steady and real.

They passed clusters of students along the way, and Shoko pointed them out casually.

"That group? Always late. They'll try to drag you down with them."

"Those two whispering over there? Rumor central. Stay out of earshot unless you want to be the topic."

"And him—" she nodded toward a boy slouched against the wall, laughing with his friend, a tall figure with long white hair tied neatly back. "That's Gojo. Don't bother trying to understand him."

Utahime's gaze flicked toward the boy with the sunglasses—indoors, no less. He stood out instantly, even among the noisy hall. His laugh was easy, too loud, like the whole world existed to amuse him.

Her brow furrowed. Who wears sunglasses inside a classroom?

Before she could comment, Shoko added dryly, "And the one with him is Geto. He's the one who keeps Gojo from setting the school on fire. Mostly."

Utahime blinked, caught between amusement and confusion. "I see…"

Shoko smirked faintly, watching her reaction. "You'll figure everyone out soon enough. But for now, stick with me. Less painful that way."

Utahime felt the corners of her mouth tug upward. "...Thanks."

And just like that, a thread of friendship began to form—quiet, unspoken, but real.

The hallway was alive with chatter as students streamed toward the courtyard and cafeteria. Utahime walked beside Shoko, the map of the school slowly taking shape in her head. She tried to focus on the directions—library three floors down, courtyard on the east side, cafeteria near the gym—but her attention caught again on the tall boy leaning against the wall.

His sunglasses glinted under the indoor lights, utterly out of place. His posture was casual, almost lazy, but there was nothing careless about him. He laughed loudly at something his friend said, as if the whole hallway was an audience he intended to entertain.

Shoko noticed Utahime's gaze and smirked knowingly.

"That's Gojo Satoru. Don't waste your energy trying to figure him out. He's… a hurricane. Gets away with whatever he wants because—well, he's Gojo."

Utahime raised an eyebrow. "Sunglasses indoors? Really?"

"Yeah," Shoko deadpanned. "Apparently, the sun's very dangerous inside these halls."

Utahime snorted, quickly covering it with a cough.

"And the other one?" she asked, nodding subtly at the boy standing nearby. He had long black hair tied neatly back and a more composed presence. Where Gojo radiated chaos, this one seemed calm and grounded. The two of them together looked almost like contradictions made flesh.

"Geto Suguru," Shoko replied. "Complete opposite of Gojo. Smarter, calmer, actually listens to people. Half the time, I wonder why he even bothers sticking around him. Then again, maybe he's the only one who can."

As if on cue, Geto reached over and casually plucked a snack from Gojo's hand before the taller boy could protest. Gojo made a dramatic noise of betrayal, throwing his arms wide, but Geto only smiled and said something Utahime couldn't hear. Whatever it was, it shut Gojo up instantly.

Utahime found herself staring a second too long.

"They're… close," she murmured.

Shoko hummed. "Mm. Like two sides of a coin. One noisy, one quiet. You'll get used to them."

Utahime folded her arms, watching as Gojo leaned down to tease a passing first-year who immediately flushed red. He seemed untouchable, untamed, like someone who existed above the rules everyone else lived under.

Something in her bristled.

He doesn't care what anyone thinks. Doesn't even bother to try. Must be nice.

Shoko nudged her lightly, breaking her thoughts. "Careful. If you glare too hard, he'll notice. And trust me, the last thing you want is Gojo noticing you."

Utahime's lips pressed into a thin line. "I'll keep that in mind."

But inside, her chest tightened with something she couldn't quite name.

By the time afternoon classes began, Utahime felt the weight of the day settle into her shoulders. The strangeness of walking into a new school was still there, but it had dulled, softened by Shoko's presence at her side.

The lessons droned on. The teacher's voice faded into background noise as the class slipped back into its familiar rhythm. Utahime kept her pen moving, but her eyes wandered—scanning the room, memorizing faces, learning silently.

The boy in the front row with messy hair scribbled furiously, his handwriting almost illegible but determined. The two girls by the window whispered constantly, hiding their laughter behind raised textbooks. And then, of course, Gojo near the back, sunglasses still perched carelessly on his face as he doodled in his notebook, not even pretending to listen.

Utahime forced her attention forward. Ignore him.

At break, Shoko leaned back in her chair and stretched, yawning. "Long day for a first, huh?"

"You could say that," Utahime murmured, closing her notebook.

Shoko tilted her head, studying her. "You handled it well. Some people would've tripped over themselves in front of the class. You looked like you didn't care."

Utahime gave a small, wry smile. "I cared. Just… didn't want anyone to see."

Shoko chuckled, low and dry. "Smart."

They lingered a bit, chatting about nothing in particular—Shoko's favorite anime, Utahime's favorite books, the best corner of the library to hide in when you don't want to be found. The words weren't heavy, but they built something steady between them, like laying bricks one by one.

When the final bell rang, students burst out of the classroom in waves, eager to escape into the afternoon. Utahime packed her things more slowly, careful and deliberate.

"You walking back?" Shoko asked, slinging her bag over her shoulder.

Utahime nodded. "Yeah."

"Come on then. Shortcut through the courtyard's easier."

The two of them walked side by side through the school grounds, the low sun casting long shadows across the courtyard. Students passed them in groups, laughter and shouts echoing off the walls, but for the first time all day, Utahime didn't feel out of place.

Maybe it was because Shoko walked as though she'd already accepted her there.

Maybe, Utahime thought, this new beginning wouldn't be so unbearable after all.

By the time Utahime reached her dorm room, the sky outside had already begun to dim, streaks of orange fading into indigo. She dropped her bag onto the desk with a soft thud, exhaling slowly as if she'd been holding her breath all day.

The room was still bare—just a narrow bed, a desk, a wardrobe. Her things sat neatly in boxes, waiting for her to unpack, but she didn't touch them yet. She sat at the edge of the bed instead, staring at the ceiling.

One day down.

The memory of walking into the classroom replayed in her head—the stares, the whispers, the way her voice had sounded too formal when she introduced herself. Her stomach tightened. She hated standing out, hated feeling like every eye was judging her before she'd even spoken.

And yet…

Her thoughts drifted to Shoko. To the calm, steady way she had introduced herself, to the lazy grin when they'd discovered they both loved anime, to the quiet offer to walk her back after class.

Utahime felt her lips twitch into a small, tired smile. Maybe I won't be completely alone this time.

Her gaze shifted to the window, where the faint glow of campus lights flickered against the growing dark. She thought of the boy with the sunglasses, too—loud, untouchable, like gravity bent differently around him. Just remembering the way he laughed made her bristle.

Gojo Satoru. The name lingered in her mind, heavy and irritating. The kind of person who could disrupt everything without even trying. The kind of person she swore she would avoid.

And yet… she had a feeling it wouldn't be that simple.

Utahime lay back on the bed, arms folded under her head. The ceiling above was plain, unremarkable, but in the quiet she could almost hear the echo of the day—the laughter in the halls, the scrape of chalk, Shoko's dry voice saying "Guess not. Looks like you've got a comrade now".

Her chest loosened, just a little.

Yeah… maybe tomorrow won't be so bad.

With that thought, Utahime closed her eyes, letting the silence of her new beginning settle around her.