Weird things tend to happen to me, as well as arguments. I try my best to make everyone happy but, sometimes even that doesn't work. When you the friends of a couple things tend to get difficult, when the girl gets upset and the boy wants to know why well..there's certain things you do. One..don't talk to them abt y'all messages, because the girl will be upset. So just tell the boy to trust you. I learnt this from experience while dealing with Sebastian and his girl Shayla.. He wanted to see the messages between me and his girl so I said "Dw abt the messages everything is ok, I told her to stop worrying abt wat we said and we didn't accuse her, she said she was upset still and we kept texting until she said I don't wanna fight anymore and I said ok then she said she's not upset anymore.." confusing when you don't have the back story eh..
Well.. today went like this.. keep in mind Shay went to a party yesterday and was having a TON of fun while suddenly when she get home she's sad.. she tells me she's sad and I say seemed like u were having fun tho. Shay replied by saying "How you know?.." , I don't know about you but but am I the only one that finds this suspicious.. after that she never texted me back (etc). But later on I found out she was Otp with Sebastian, so I asked Sebastian how's Shayla.. next thing I knew Sebastian thinks Shayla might be cheating on him because of how suspicious she been acting.
Mind you..she already cheated on him once, However I guess people can change..matter of fact "some". Eventually they made up but Shay decides to keep being upset, mind you Sebastian said "I'm sorry I was overreacting it was just a misunderstanding". She forgave him but then why keep talking abt it? So a few minutes later I find my self texting her.. See everything I tell u , doesn't matter..
I said we didn't accuse u Sebastian was worried did u listen..nope how do I know? Ur still saying accuse..am I mad? Nope..am I tired? Yeah, is Sebastian good? Yep.. why is he not texting u? Cause he's busy..y isn't he picking up? Cause he doing sum..do I know? Nope..he just said "I'll call u back"
Did I say everything was ok? Yep. Did u believe me? Nope. Did sebby apologize to u? Yep and ..what did u say? It's ok accusing is not the right way to go? Welp I bet he gonna call u or text back..how do I know because ima leave home a text so when he pick up his phone when he comes back he'll see it. Sooo yeah. I guess because Sebby wasn't picking up her calls, she thought he was still mad.
However the point I'm tryna get up to us that
There's a lot words can do.. words can heal.. hurt..persuade and kill.. what is the difference between hurt and kill? Well hurt is like a broken heart and sadness, while kill means suicide and homicide..etc).
So whatever you do just think before you talk or think things through because words hurt..Also, it's really cold outside I'm not gonna go out there if I do I'll automatically freeze due to me drinking a lot of water..but the best part about this cold..no school meaning no homework, no school meaning no Alex, and no school meaning more time to chill.
*Yearns* today's been stupid..also is it weird that when I'm talking to myself, I'm talking to y'all but in my reality I'm talking to myself I'm talking to me?..wait what? I just confused myself.- I looked over at my phone 5:15pm huh, maybe I'll take a quick nap.