It was proven even more true when someone she viewed as bad had gotten away with everything they did to her and was still able to make her life even worse, resulting in her life falling apart.
Those types of experiences were more than enough to make anyone's beliefs fall apart, but it was a part of her mother that had been left to her.
Ash had to cling to something even if it had been proven to be untrue.
She had to try out something to ease her conscience to free herself from the negative thoughts and the guilt that would eat away at her.
The only thing to help her was to focus on the good that could result from her taking the path that she had taken.
If the good outweighed the bad, then perhaps the guilt she would feel would not be so great.
If she was doing any good in the world as she currently had been, then it would be the actions she had been taking to reduce the number of Spirits or Evil Spirits in various locations.
