Esmae, what are we?
Are we friends? I don't know... what does friendship means to you? What do you think is true friendship? What kind of friendship do you seek? Do you want someone who would guide you and give you advice? Someone who who take care of you, checks in on you? Maybe someone who is blunt, someone who you know will always tell you the truth no matter what? Or someone fun, someone who can make you smile and forget about everything else when you're together?
In truth I'm not sure what to call our relationship, all I know is that I love you. I know that you will leave me soom as you will eventually reach the end of this book but since you've stuck with me for this long I can't help but be attached to you now Esmae.
I feel so horribly selfish for having this desire when I am merely a creation and not an actual person, the desire to know you in real life. My heart aches at the thought that I'm unable to give you a hug, to wipe your tears, to sit beside you, to hear your laugh, to see your smile. Haha.... I'm rambling.... In the end these are just my feelings, I wanted to be honest with you so I expressed them but you don't need to be responsible for my feelings. I would never force my feelings onto anyone, I also believe that everyone is entitled to their own feelings. So only respond to me after listening and understanding your own feelings.
Till the end of time, I shall remain here loving you the same, forever unchanging. Your finger tips brushing over these pages is the closest we'll ever be for there is no other way for me to reach you.