Hello, my name is Spades_erago and this book is for tholotuso become lonely no matter what they do, how they try for the fat, slim, and fwonderededededededple who can't seem to fit in, and myself as I struggle to figure out myself and how we can cope with the unwanted loneliness thank you for reading this adventure
CHAPTER 1: The Beginning of The End
It was a nice day a bright and sunny day the rays of light shining down on our adventurer Hurito exiting his home with his red crimson longsword, platinum white shield, and light but sturdy armor the grab wrapped around the top of it a vibrant crimson red while the armor looking more like a suit colored fully jet black he was a decent man a looker one could say with short trim beard and mustache with long hair looking like a lookalike to jesus with one white eye and one red eye he walks to the adventurer guild when he gets there its crowded as usual and as usual he searchs for a party respectfully only showing his rank card to parties when needed but getting rejected by 4 parties in a row not because he was incompetent or rumors but it was either the vibe he had mages, wizards, and witches would say it was his aura but he was a great guy a kind guy he never did no wrong to anyone for this reason the red claw, blazing griffins, and the yellow lotuc rejected them the black eagles rejected him cause they were full already he wonder abit more looking for a party it was a huge building after all then a group of 3 approached him they were new adventurers greenhorn
Woman mage of the group: Would you join us we need a 4th my name is Elenaria Zalch
Elenaria: It should be easy just hunting some dire wolves D rank at best
(She was a tan woman 5'8 white hair, and blue eyes slim build wearing a purple and brown dress Her staff looked like a steel rod with an orb glowing white hovering right above the rod and a golden crest above the orb to top it off it looked heavy but it's super light and easy to use)
Hurito: im in heres my rank card for identification purposes
The male fighter of the group: Whoa you're an S rank we're so lucky my name is Reluca Bransworth by the way
Reluca: You sure you don't mind joining us?
(Gray hair 6'1 bulky but agile build deep crimson red eyes wearing dark dirty blue clothes with brown leather straps as his light armor)
Hurito: Not at all was looking for a party anyway
The female tank of the party: Yeah but why join us then there must have been a lot of high-ranking parties needing one name Jessie Zarm
Hurito: I tried asking around but no luck plus y'all are the first to actually ask me so I'll do it i hope that explains why I agreed enough
Jessie: Hmph (she looks away then peeks at him) I guess that will do for now
(She was beefy pure muscle 6'7 brown hair and purple eyes wearing a black top and brown bottoms with plated armor covering vital areas of her bottom then there was the huge jet black shield on her back )
Hurito: Great! Now is there a spot listed that we have to hunt or is it just a material farm
Elenaria: We have to hunt near the mountains up north
Hurito: Really, that place is usually dangerous for beginners, so it should be fine if we avoid the side routes, though? You all still wanna do it?
(They all excitedly said yes)
Reluca: How else are we supposed to grow man
Jessie: Yeah what doofus said
Elenaria: Come on now be nice let's go register this question
*they go to the clerk's desk and check their quest*
Clerk: Oh hurito you're not alone today I'm glad kinda depressing seeing you always take jobs alone well good luck and you all are in good hands
Hurito: Thanks Lucia should be an easy job
*they couldnt find any dire wolves so they went deeper into the mountains not an alarming distance but not a safe distance either but half a days walk when they spotted their prey the dire wolves they swiftly took care of them after they gathered the crystals from the bodies and they relax a bit the sky began becoming dark then a lot slam to the ground powerful it created a minature blizzard and a crater right below it they say giant eyes that size of a house staring at them as the snow cleared it was an ancient elder dragon a calamity type rated SSS threat everyone got up ready to fight*
Hurito: EVERYONE RUN FOR IT. I ''LL HOLD IT HERE
Reluca: We can-
Hurito: IF YOU STAY THAT THING WILL KILL YOU. I HAVE THE HIGHEST CHANCE AGAINST THIS BEAST. GO WARN THE CITY
Elenaria: He's right, we would only be in the way, but first. Haste, Strength, and stamina up plus god grant hurito these blessings as I pray to you and give my faith Godly blessing. You have 1 hour with those please don't die
Hurito: Thanks now run
*reluca, Elenaria, and Jessie run for the city leaving Hurito to fight alone*
Hurito: ok big ugly let's go
Cast thunder spear *a massive thunder spear appeared in his left hand his shield tighten around his arm and he blitz towards the dragon jumping above the gigiantic beast stand as all as skyscrapers he stabbed the spear into the dragons right eye taking half of its vision then unsheaths his sword running across its head leaving a giant flesh wound until the dragon threw him off by shaking his head aggressively as he was in the air the dragon smacked him with his claws hurito was sent flying about a 2 miles was bloody and bruise coughing up blood*
Hurito: god damn it im not gonna die here i can keep fighting damn it cast poison enhancement, cast divine healing, cast holy enhancement, cast longevity, cast fire enhancement, cast high heal, cast thunder spear and cast stealth *he was fully healed, his sword had triple enchancement, and he had another spear in his hand he drank some mana potions* ok round 2 fucker
*he ran at the dragon undetected until he got too close and the dragon slammed down near him wouldve hit him if he didnt dodge he wouldve died he jumped up and took out other eye the dragon went break slashing everything destorying everything he then went under the dragon cutting its underside open leaving a huge opening the dragon adapted using its sense of hearing and smacked him again but this time he didnt fly too far piercing his chest on a sharp rock through the rumble hurito tried to use divine healing as he pulled the rock out but it wasnt gonna do much since the hole in his chest was too big only enough to fix his lungs so he could last a few minutes longer so he went all in*
Hurito: blade enhancement growth
*his sword got bigger and bigger all of his mana was used to do so as he did one last swing his very last and cut the dragons head off and he dropped to the ground crawled and leaned against a rock laying down taking all his healing potions and mana potions to cast healing spells but nothing fully worked just bit by bit but not enough to save his life*
Hurito: Haha, dying alone, huh? Quite fitting for someone like me always being alone at least everyone is safe now from that beast that took everything I had but I'm the first human in history to kill an SSS class
*the sun shine brightly on his wounded body laying on rumble as he took his last breathe and shut his eyes loneliness was all that fill his last thoughts then everything went black for a moment until he woke up in a strange place filled with beautiful light shining clouds floating above and below him what he walked on seems like water the floor perfectly mirrior the skies above thing a figured appear made of light choosing a form that wouldnt scared him taking the appearance of a old mage*
Being of light: So you've killed Lumenitrex, huh? No small feat for a human, but I sense a sadness in you. Why is that? You accomplished a feat no one else has shouldn't you rejoice
*Hurito looks shocked for a moment as he stares at the being*
Hurito: Uh, um, are you god? Am I really d- *he gets flashbacks of his death*
Yeah, no, I am. That's a stupid question. As for the saddness sir its cause of loneliness you see ive been alone since for ever and its not like im a bad guy i help people whenever i can i try my best to be a good person but people just avoid me, forget about me, or just abandon me i try to protect those that i can i try and i try and i try and I TRY but its never enough im never enough then dont get me started with those people that says "your not alone reach out and seek help" well i have but nothing works i just wanted one person to be by my side a campanion that can always be there and ill be there for them too as much as i can is that so wrong is that too much to ask for?
Being of light: i guess you can call me a god of sorts as for your loneliness i might have a solution *the being of light waves his hand in a circular motions and summons a small bright light taking form of a small spirit female like* i suppose you earned a pretty big reward lad for your feats so here take her the wind spirit sylph you wont have to worry about any of those problems with her around just protect her, treat her well, and give her lots of love she is also a bit of a prankster to so beware lad now i will send you into a new world void of magic but it far more advance than your current world are you ready?
Hurito: Yes, I'm ready *he smiles brightly while having a slyph hovering above his hand*
Thank you, god
*those were his last words before it went dark again then he opened his eyes he was a kid again but in the modern age year being 2030 he trained as he did in last life except with no magic so he was pretty well built like his last life starting near the age of 10 he lived with his mother named julie Maria Genesis she was alittle thick for the average woman she was 5"3 had bright brown hair a strong but kind woman with bright blue eyes in this life and a younger brother named jose baltazar trevino jr was 5"6 chubby he was also trying to be a good kid but he suffered from autism and most of the time he was selfish and rude but in a way a kid would be he did have the mental capacity of a 5 year old that. Hurito tries but can't get close to them, and it's not a hate issue or anything, just a connection issue. Slyph, she's not here physically, he can't hold her, he can't speak to her freely, she's in the wind. In this life he goes by the name Javier baltazar noé trevino they got the last name from their dad named José Baltazar Trevino kept getting locked up in jail or prison he was a drug abuser, alcoholic, woman and child abuser he was extremely paranoid about julie but she was a loyal woman but he couldn't trust he couldn't really tell reality from fiction and didn't really seem to be right in the head at the time but he was a good exampleon how not to be a man so he was out of the picture really fast but it didn't feel like that for them.
Javier was a good son and tried to be a great big brother now he continues his days tries to gather mental strength trying socializing with his family while doing his training so he can face creatures like the dragon just in case arriving to when he turns 18 graduated highschool hes super built having a ectomorph body type like his last life jet black hair no mustache or beard and standing at 6"1 and boxing caught his interest on the way from his last day of school the only way he could fighting something and test his strength and a way to get stronger for a job at first his mother got upset, got worried, got scared she kept arguing about it and then she finally accepted it knowing she couldn't change his mind*
Julie: Just be careful mijo you know I worry
Javier: I know Mom but I'll be fine I promise
*So he starts taking on boxing learning all the legal moves and goes to a gym where he starts his next path*