Lately I've been feeling really down
Pretty irritable...
Over the past
How long it lasted
She knew that
I was miserable...
And she never
Gave a fuck
Left me stuck
It was visible...
Treated like a dog
Hella small
Fucking dismal...
-
I felt all of the love
Converting itself into hatred.
It threatened to engulf me
I'm struggling just to make it.
I'm battling just to take it.
Instability, I can take it.
Cause I chewed away my tongue
She watched it
And didn't say shit.
-
And now I'm healing
With this feeling
Of bitterness in my chest.
From the
Love
And life
And time I gave
My every waking breathe.
How I put you before everything
Till nobody was left.
And you didn't want
Any of me.
That should be fucking theft.
-
I swallowed my pride
And I sat down and prayed
That my heart would move on
That you would stay away.
And I haven't seen you
Or those clouds
Since that day.
Now my mind can rebuild
Maybe now, love can stay.
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I try not to look back
But when I do
I try to only think of all
The good
And I'm hoping that you
Find nothing but the best
Because I can't go on living
Like who
You wanted me to be
Apparently
Even he
Wasn't enough to sate you.
I've healed just enough
To not let myself hate you.
I've lived long enough
To just be fucking grateful.
Forgive
&
Forget
Yes I'll forget
That I ever dated you.
That we ever met
That I ever seen you.
I'll never regret
I'll pretend that I dreamed you.
I dreamed you...
I dreamed you...