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Chapter 23 - ch:22 confessions

Jay's PoV

It's finally Sunday

I didn't sleep well

"Hey percy I'm craving a pizza"

"My pretty sistah NO! It freaking 6am and you wanna eat a pizza"

"OOOHHH, I didn't see the time"

"Anyway we need to get your clothes"

"Can you get it"

"You gotta tell him if, not today then tmrw he'll get to know"

"I can wait besides he doesn't like me"

"Cause he loves you idiot talk to him"

Despite my reluctance I agreed

Keifer's PoV

"Keif she's by the convince store now"

"I know"

"Do you wanna se her one last time" keigan asked

I nodded

Put my shirt on and left

After running for what gelt like ages

I saw her....

Eyes swallen from crying probably cause of me

She was wearing a brown oversized jacket

My jacket

Fick! She saw me

Bit I didn't care and kept staring like a damn idiot

Her eyes filled with tears

I couldn't look

So I ran….O ran from my problems again

I didn't look back…

I didn't have to

I KNOW she's following me

I can feel her presence, her pain, her shattering love

My eyes welled up again

But I refused to let them fall

She can't see me in pain

In pain of what she's doing to me

"Keiferl she called out to me

Her voice was soft almost breakable

Just waiting for me to shatter it….but I won't

Because if I do then it will break me apart again

"What do you want?" I asked coldly

"I need to ask you something"

I turned towards her…..

My eyes softened

Its pains me to do this

But I have no choice

"Despite what you did to me" she took a deep breath "did you ever love me?"

Fuck! I do

I love you a lot. I always did

We stared at each other for a long time

And finally I laughed. Hysterically.

"Seriously you followed me to ask that?" iI tried to sound amused

"So it really was a plan. Your plan to make me fall for you just to take revenge?"

"Yea—

"Do you think I'm stupid? I figured your plan long ago? But so you know why I fell foe you?"

I don't wanna know. You've hurt me enough already

Don't shatter the heart that is already broken

"For you and me. For us keifer. I thought we could….Nevermind"

"No tell me" O sounded softer

"For our heir" she said clutching her stomach "For our child. For theperson who is thepeoof of our love…..but if I mean nothing to you. Then why? WHY'D YOU RUIN ME" She finally broke down

I atill could'nt believe it. "I—I'm gonna be dad?"

I couldn't take it anymore. So I hugged her. I hugged her as if she'll disappear if I leave her. I didn't let go.

I could fell her tears. Her pain. Her love. Cause I feel the same as well..

"Jasper jean Mariano I love you. I always had and always will. I swear"

"Then why did you leave me keif. I broke no I shattered into pieces only you can fix,baby"

"I know. I know I hurt you but I needed to protect you"

"From what keifer." She cried again

God please. Please let her belive in me. I'm begging you.

To be continued

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