Keifer's PoV
The silence in my room can never be louder. Maybe because she's not there.
Her laughter is'nt filling my room. Our conversations. Our fights. And even pur first night was in this room.
The way we faught to the way we kissed. Everything was chaos
Until one day everything disappeared because of me
Because of my mistake she out there — alone, crying, hurting— she never said goodbye
She hates me. But I love her…from the bottom of my heart I love her
I feel so hollow, so empty, ruined, shattered without her presence
Even when she was mad she chose to stay for the sake of our child but now she left for the very same reason.
Where are you my Jasper Jean Mariano Watson? I can't live without you
Please. Please just comeback…..My life has no meaning without you baby. Plz comeback
I can't take it anymore I'm ringing Edrix
(Hey bro whaz up)
(Edrix I need you to trck jay's phone p. Now)
(Wh—what why)
(She has not returned home and she blocked me after..)
I took a deep breath
(I'll explain everything in person later. Now find her)
(On it boss)
I ran through all our cheerful moments, the nights we spent laughing everything just came back to me
My phone sat dead on the bed. The calls, the texts, everything was replied with cold rejection
I was supposed to protect her and now because of me she's running away
"I'm so sorry Jay" I whispered into the emptiness
Tears flooding my eyes
Then I saw her,not happy or sad just…looking lifeless.It was the very look she gave me last night before she disappeared
She haunts me even in my dreams
For once Jay let me have you back for who you were — happy, cheerful, always ready for a fight
But now all I see is her pain, not her love. Her anger, not her happiness
Jay's PoV
New York is pretty amazing. O finally got the chance to see my dad. Talk to him. Cry on his shoulder. I love these days…..but maybe I don't
I can't hide my pregnancy forever. They'll find out soon.
But what worries me the most is keifer. He kept texting and calling. But I kept rejecting him
Maybe I don't want him. But I need him. I know that….
I love you keifer. I hope you won't let me me go