"Let's break up!"
"...Huh?"
I stood there, looking at her straight in the eyes.
As she dumped me.
I didn't refute, she just walked away like nothing.
Well, it doesn't matter... I was gonna break up with her anyway after i got all the information i needed.
Yaa! There's no way I'm sad about this.
Idk what bought this about but...
I... I ain't crying damn it, I'm just sweating from my eyes!
How... why the hell would i even cry fir a women like her.
She used me to stab those guys because she was attacked to them but didn't hesitate to kill me.
Not even a drop of tear fell down her cheek, as she mercilessly stabbed me.
She was going to sent me into an eternal hell, if i hadn't sliced my head off.
I'm sure... i probably wouldn't have even reincarnated... like this if that spell succeded.
I don't have a clue as to why i reincarnated... but i know for a fact that this was for the best!
Yaa... That's right!
I'm just momentarily startled, that's all!
I'm not at all sad about her breaking up with me.
I crouched down as i bent my head down and just reminiscent about the past life together.
They were... probably my most favourate moments in my life... just ended like that!
...
Well, I've always wondered... since the day i killed those bandits.
I swung my sword in the training grounds.
No hesitation, No overthinking, No self deprecation, No doubting, There were the 5 fundamental things required for Battle and i lacked them all.
I thought, was that thr only reason why i wasn't strong?
Can it really make this much of a difference?
I questioned it, it felt dreamlike.
I felt like i could wake up at any time.
The 100 Million Soli, the insane swordsmanship, everything felt too good to be true.
If it was any other noble family, I'd have settled for 10 Million Soli, but since it was the family that handled Printing currency, They could print any amount they wanted and they wouldn't lose anything.
So, asking for 100 Million Soli, was a great thing.
After having aroujd 93 Million Soli left.
I split the money 3 ways after using 10 million soli in buying the stocks of a new up and coming pharmaceutical CO.
It won't increase for the next 3 year but... after 3 year, every share will be worth a Million Soli.
How many shares did i buy you ask? Around 1 Lakh.
Meaning by the end of the academy life, my life will be set.
My mother was shocked when she saw the bank balance of her ac.
"Why are there so many Zeroes."
I told her to use them wisely and not spend it all on weird things.
Definately not in a cult, and if she needed any help she should ask me right away.
I gave my sister around 5 Million Soli.
She was insanely happy.
I even bought her a seperate car with my share.
Since she wanted to live somewhere else.
I told her to use the money wisely.
But obviously she wouldn't.
That's why i only gave her 5 Million.
I'll restock it whenever she'll need more.
Not that she shouod need any for the next 3 years even if she spent lavishly!
I was left with around 20 Million which i kept with myself.
while i made a joint account on my mother, sister and my name in which the remaining amount is.
I gave 5 to mom, 5 to sis and 20 is with me.
Here begs the question... how the hell do i... a man who never had any money on me has such a bulk.
am i sure this is not a dream?
But... thanks to her dumping me, i was sure of it.
It was not a dream.
If it was, Milana would be flawning all over me and not break up with me.
This is surreal, I have money, i have power.
I may not have a girlfriend but I'll take these 2 over a girlfriend any time of my life.
Also, while the money bit was coincidental.
This... my power wasn't.
I worked hard, day and night... swung it over a million times a day.
Every day, i kept swinging and swinging hoping ,I'd become good at it but... i never did.
I never listened to my teacher's advice because i felt like it was a stupid reason.
There was no way something like that would hold me back to that degree and to my surprise... It did.
"That will be it fir today's class... I'll be checking your notes so be ready!"
She stated a sshe glared at everyone.
Ooh... i forgot, i was in class wasn't i?
She... Why's she being so distant to everyone?
I saw milana sitting completely opposite to the other people.
They sat together at the middle bench whike she sat on the right end.
I on the other side was on the far back.
They'd usually go to her and try and talk to her but... she didn't budge.
They... didn't pay much attention to me.
I just sat at the end, looking at them with somewhat sad eyes.
well, that is my life... if i didn't push myself onto them, they wouldn't even know i exist.
But seeing her the way she was... I started having a bad feeling about this.
...
Next class ended and she still didn't budge, so i walked towards the seat clsoest to her which was empty.
It was right next to her.
"Mil-"
"I'm not in the mood so get lost."
Before i could even say anything, she uttered harsh words.
I just sat there... fretting over what to say.
"What is it? Are you angry that he is into older women?"
Hearing my words, she showed a shocked expression.
"I know... There's no way a women as beautiful as you would ever date me."
Honestly, i was on cloud nine when it came to confidence on women.
When she was next to me.
I thought i was relatively handsome.
After that incident in the previous timeline, i started objectively rating myself.
and... the answer i came to was i was ugly.
Very much so!
"If... you knew why did you still date me?"
Maybe because i wasn't aware but... well i can't say that to her.
"... I thought, that maybe if we dated... you'd understand me and we'd get closer. Also, i just confessed to you... you werethe one who accepted."
"How... long did you know?"
She asked me, with a somewhat dead voice.
"Somewhere after i confesed to you..."
"... I'm sorry, i played you like that."
"Yaa... no, After I'm done here... I'm never talking to you again, nor am i forgiving you for the bullsh- Well, Anyway... just because he rejected you doesn't mean it's over!
You either keep liking him until you can let go or keep liking him untik you find someone else you like."
"Is there no way... he'll ever like me?"
Haa... you didn't even care about the fact that i just told you that I'll never talk to you again.
Well...
"Nope, He won't. He considers you children because he has the mindset of a 30 years old."
She looked dejected.
"But... it's fine, Because there are loads of people out there who are kind and loving. I'm sure you'll someone great, as long as you don't do thime things you did to me."
i stated as i walked out of there.
I kept watching her...
Wondering if she'd go back or not.
The next period, She as if making up her mind stood up and walked towards them.
She said something after which she sat down next to Selina.
I... was back to my usual place, at the far back.
Because nobody in the group sas willing to sit next to me.
It's too bad, that he'd never come to like her.
Not just her but everyone in the ground.
He never liked any of them and kept looking at them like his baby sisters.
Why?
becauae He's like me a reincarnated individual.
He died when he was 35, while i died when i was 28.
just like protagonists say things like 'I can't go about liking children, She's like a daughter to me or I'm 30 years old"
and procced to like them anyway... he's not that kind of a guy.
Though I'm not criticising them, since age is just a number and honestly his body would react the way a 20 year old's should for a 20 year old from the opposite sex.
But
He's 30 years old and he likes older women.
I on the other hand, like women.
Anyone pretty and kind.
Even if she weren't kind to me, her personality towards other people wouod be enough for me to have a soft spot for her.
That's why i can't hate these guys who are kind most of the time.
If anything, i am the only one they aren't kind to.
Because of this character... actually.
He's a bit of a piece of shit before i reincarnated into this body.
I think it happened when i was around 18.
It was also when Anthony's mother jumped me and took my virginity.
Sadly, this guy had already done it with her multiple times before that.
So, it wasn't exactly grape, because she thought i was him and did it with me.
who took over his body.
I still remember those words while she was humping on top of me.
"You bastard, you piece of shit... why are you so big!"
"You may be a piece of shit but you are so good in bed."
That Anthony guy probably saw one of our sessions and wanted to take his revenge on my mother.
A tit for tat kind of thing.
But, too bad for him... i wasn't the guy who tamed his mother.
I was just a reincarnated extra.
Whose existance didn't matter one bit.
*Ring Ring*
It'd be the same if i was there and it'd be the same if i weren't.
If anything... Involvingbmyself made the story turn into a mess killing all the necessary characters who'd take down the demon god.
That's Why, I decided to distance myself from them.
I know they wouldn't really care and that's ehy i felt it be best to slowly do it.
If they don't ask me unnecessary questions or belittle me or make remarks on me.
I'll go away without crying.
As the bell rang, i took my belongings and blended into the surroundings.
As i walked out, and back to my home.
Maybe, i should go on a ride with my mother and sister in that SUV.
Nonetheless, my decision was finale and amd funny enough... they probably wouldn't even notice it.