Let me," Tod murmured, voice low and rough, asking even though the heat pooling at the tip was already slick with want.
"T-Tod…" Luktan couldn't help feeling surprised again and again ever since that confession. Tod had never asked before he used to just take the lead whenever he pleased.
But now he was gentle, coaxing, cherishing him in a way that made his small heart shake.
Ugh… making me fall for you all over again, you ridiculous man…
"Why? Am I not allowed, little one? Not allowed, Luktan… my partner?"
Tod's husky voice lifted his chin gently, brushing a tempting kiss against those soft lips, gaze melting into his wide eyes with an almost pleading sweetness.
"I'm seriously not used to this version of you," Luktan mumbled, covering his face in embarrassment. "Stop talking all handsome and gentle like that, it's terrifying who even are you? Give me back the rough Tod I know!"
Tod chuckled as Luktan grabbed at his cheek, trying to make sure it was really him.
"So you like the rough, unruly version better, hm?"
The smaller guy was pulled right back into that broad chest.
"No, I just… this is too much."
"Too much how?"
"My heart… it keeps fluttering."
"My dear looks good with a handsome husband, that's why," Tod teased shamelessly.
"Oh please! You've been dangerously handsome and annoying forever, but now you just confessed and suddenly you're asking to do it? You never acted like this it's embarrassing…"
"So what am I supposed to do then?" Tod snorted softly. "If I'm bold, you panic. If I'm gentle, you panic. You really are impossible to please. Want a little… bamboo treat to calm down?"
Tod laughed quietly at that baby-faced lover who suddenly forgot how seductive he usually was.
One unexpected confession, and somehow this mischievous lottery dealer had taken over every corner of Luktan's heart.
"No, I… I'll get shy," Luktan murmured.
"Shy? Really?" Tod huffed a low laugh. "You're sitting wide open for me right now if we went any further, we'd already be joined. That's all that's left, sweetheart."
His eyes lingered dangerously on how close their bodies already were, practically pressed together except for the final step.
"Today I..I just can't act all wild like usual…"
That uncertain, timid little tone from the younger teacher… it only made Tod want to merge with him completely, sealing their connection showing just how deep this feeling between them had already grown.
"Tod, you're awfully chatty today. You never bother talking usually you just… do things."
"And look who's talking," Tod snorted softly. "You're not being all eager and bossy like before either. All shy and flustered like you've never done this."
"I am a well-behaved, pure person, okay? I was just… stressed back then."
"Mm-hm, sure. Says the one who climbed on top of me almost every time."
Big eyes lowered, suddenly remembering every heated moment legs practically in the air like he'd been doing some ridiculous yoga pose.
"Can I… hold you?"
"You can."
"Keep holding me, okay? Look at me… and kiss me while you're inside."
"I'm telling you, I might not finish if we go this slow. This is supposed to be intimacy, not a slow-living farm project. I don't know if either of us can even finish at this pace. We're usually not the gentle type…"
"I just want to remember this rare moment. It's the first time you said you loved me… and the first time you're this gentle."
"You like it like this?"
"I like anything… if it's with you."
Tod grinned wide, staring at those puffed cheeks and round eyes he suddenly wanted to swallow whole. Everything about the smaller one looked unbearably adorable tonight.
"But you're usually a wild one, you know? I can't really go soft with you. Just tonight, alright? I'm only giving this special promotion for one night."
"How did you live abroad and end up this unromantic! Did you stay with camels or what-so dry and rough!"
"…I love you, Luktan."
"What the..?! You can't just turn sweet out of nowhere like that! I can't keep up!"
And just when the atmosphere had turned tender husband and husband wrapped around each other, kissing, blushing, teasing and whispering love back and forth then…
Bang! Bang! Bang!
"Teacher… Teacher Looktan… you're here, right? I saw your shoes!"
"Oh no Teng is here. What do we do!?"
"We're literally… doing this what am I supposed to do? Why did he wake up now of all times!?"
"Um… Teng, s-sorry—ugh—Teacher is talking to your dad right now, just wait a minute, okay?"
Bang! Bang! Bang!
"Teng misses Teacher! Please come out!"
thrust-thrust-thrust
"Ah—T-Tod—why did you suddenly speed up!?"
"There's no way I'm finishing alone, no way. That kid's smart if he calls P'P and they suddenly unlock the door
we're doomed! Help me and move faster!"
"W-WHAT!?"
The knocking kept coming every five minutes, piling pressure onto them and pushing the moment faster and faster. But Tod had already sworn that tonight right after confessing his love he would finish inside Looktan no matter what, so he pushed on with everything he had.
"Teacher! What's that noise in there? He didn't do anything bad to you, right? You can come out now!"
"J-just a sec… T-Teng… ngh—almost… done…"