The chances I let slip by, A heavy weight beneath the sky. Words unspoken, paths untrod, A lingering sorrow, given to God.
Then came a day like a bad time, a bad day.And it was my birthday, so we made plans to go somewhere. She was with me on the scooty, and the rest of my friends were in the car. We took a photo together and celebrated my birthday. After that,
And throughout my birthday, only one thing was going on in my mind whether I should say it or not, whether I should express it.
And,
I finally decided to confess my love.
And that's how it all started. She told me that she wanted a boyfriend or a husband who would drink and take good care of me. And I made it there. Finally, look, if I don't drink, could I become one?So the answer came that, look, you are good but I need time for the future.
And I was not able to see that in his answer but still I had hope, who knows something might happen in the future.
Our friendship continued like this, but one day I came to know from my friend that she has started talking to her ex again, who was her ex, his brother's friend was my friend, I came to know about you through him.
And leaving Hope there, I started staying away from her. I thought that the more I go near her, the more I get hurt. It is better to stay away from her.
But she did not want to go away, she wanted us to remain friends, but this never happens, I don't know, if you like someone, how will you be able to become friends with him/her.
After that, only these words came to my mind.
"One day she asked me, "Can't we be friends?" I replied, "I will never be your friend." "I will never be able to ignore the look in your eyes." "The face I used to see in my dreams, I will never be able to accept that face as someone else's friend." "Well, you say, let's be friends." "Okay, then tell me something. Will you introduce me to the person I have become? Will you show her the scars that still remain on your waist? While looking at the moon, under the influence of alcohol, will you not remember me? Hey, will you be able to keep friendship as friendship..."
I started ignoring her in college, started ignoring her messages, I removed her from Instagram and stopped taking her calls.
Finally I got some information that she is back in the relationship.The most heart-breaking movement for me was that I started thinking that till date I had never thought about a relationship, it was the first time I slept and for the first time I approached someone and for the first time I liked someone and I did not get that too, I was very sad and my heart was broken.
I started writing couplets, started writing shayari, started reading novels.
"When something is written, there is no way to change it "🤍I thought these were just things, but I understood later.
So in that I liked a poem, it was u
Ki UN sab mein se
Tum pasand aaye Tha yah ittefaq tha
Per tum hi pasand rah Gaye
Yah to Ishq rha gya....
And then we stopped talking., we started living like this, don't we know each other, we started completely ignoring each other in college, but sometimes I would remember her, then that photo of us together, our roaming around, that going to the temple with her.
I could not control my emotions and on top of that our friendship had ended somewhere or the other, but a time came when we became friends again, who knows what may have happened, whether it is time or not, who knows what may still be there.!!!
Time passed and a thought came to my mind whether that friendship would be formed again or let her go But I loved her for sure I wanted to see her but I also wanted to stay away from her People ask why the friendship broke after talking to her, could that friendship become like before, the thought came to both of us but no one wanted to bow down Maybe after that the friendship was formed
A Shift in the Dynamic:** Is Friendship Lost
THE END