SEBASTIAN
I have forgotten what sex feels like. The last time I had it was when I was eighteen, and that was before I confessed my love to Jezzy. I wanted to have sexual freedom one last time before committing to Jezzy. And I had sex with a girl, Lora Simpson. And she gave me the best last sex of my life.
We still keep in touch. She's currently the CEO of a tech company in London, and she's thriving and being her badass self, showing misogynistic men what a woman is made of; I'm proud of her.
Jezzy knew that I had sex with her, but what was going on in his mind was that I was a straight guy who would never fuck a man, who would never fall for him. I could sense the disappointment in his voice and his face, even though he tried really hard to hide it. Jezzy is very good at masking his disappointments and his sadness, and I'm good at figuring him out.
