You tried to keep me
Blinded.
Tied up in lies.
Three years later
And I'm still reminded.
My pain,
You denied it.
Now I carry this big stone
And I grind it.
I grinded
My heart into stone
Just to worship you
Worship who
I thought I should give
My whole world to.
I never knew
What I never knew
That I didn't know
And you couldn't give
What you didn't have
What you didn't know.
Visceral...
To love, regardless.
Unconditional.
You twisted me
I resisted
But you pitched me
Into a
Deep hole
And I
I
I
I
Was not
Complacent...
I thought you really
Could love me.
The two are
Far from adjacent...
I thought that I could save you.
I thought that I could take it...
I thought I was your hero.
My power supply ran vacant...
It's not that I wasn't worthy
It's just that you didn't want me...
The love you lacked was torture,
It traumatized and haunts me...
I couldn't escape you,
The other side was daunting...
You dragged my heart
Into the dark
All just to taunt me...
You tried to keep me
Blinded.
Three and a half
Years later
The pain's refined
It's...
A lot lesser
That it was
Yeah, now I don't mind it.
The inferno you left,
I defeated,
I outshone it.
Fuck that, I outshone it.