Time...
So much was wasted.
Thought...
That we could make it.
You...
Just ran away
When you could have just
Loved me...
I...
Don't need to waste
My time
Waiting...
To fall in line.
I walked away
When you could have just
Loved me...
-
Muddied waters.
And
Stolen borders.
And
Broken martyrs.
And
Useless hoarders.
When
Back then
When all that
Was yours
When my heart
Was beaten
Behind all your doors
Before all the drinks
Before all the pours
Before all the pain
Before you implored.
Before
Back before
My love was ignored.
When I had my wings
Back when I could soar.
I gave
And I gave
And you wanted more.
You ate me
And threw the scraps
On the floor.
Whoa...
-
You quite essentially
Cut me in two
I wired it shut
Deconstructed who
You thought I would be
After all the YOU.
I called myself "Redd",
But I was so Bluu...
-
I sat and I cried
I put my pride aside
And maybe I needed
That shit
The whole time.
And I let it all out
And I then realized
That I've healed
From that reel
That I've learned
How to not
Waste my
-
Time...
So much was wasted.
Thought...
That we could make it.
You
Wasted my light
When you could have just
Loved me.
I...
No longer fit
The mold.
I've really changed
I'm told.
I turned away
So I could go
Work on me.
I was going insane
Hoping you would feel the same
At the end of the day.
So I'm to blame
That you led me into shame
Knew I should have evaded.
I should have just
Worked on me...