Jay's PoV
I asked keifer to help me look for my mom
I've been distant from him
Not talking
Not eating
He must be going crazy
I love him but I'm afraid…
Afraid of what might come
"Jay were here section E in waiting"
Right ofc
I'm with aries now..
This is weird
As I arrived at section E's hallway
"Keif she's never gonna forgive us"
"That's right keif"
What's going on
Keifer's PoV
I know she won't don't rub it in
"I don't care" I replied coldly
"Keif why are you doing this" yuri asked me
For her good
For her safety
To protect her from my family and myself
I'm a monster I don't deserve her
"What's going on"
I looked up and there she was my jay
"Jay it's noth—
"I used you" I didn't hesitate "I used you and the whole section E knows"
"I know keif"
"Then why'd you ask" cold
How did she know
"I was there keif when you and yuri discussed the plan"
"Jay-— yuri tried to explain
"No!! Yuri I knew abt the plan"
"Is that why you refused me that day"
"Yes"
"If you would've cooperated you'd have known ot sooner"
"Hmph I never went along your plan. If you have a plan then y can't I have my own"
"What do you mean"
And that's it those were the only words required to shatter me
A tear from her eye as she turned around to leave
I broke
I fell to the ground
Section E supported me
"Why keifer Why did you do this"
"I need to protect her even if it means that I should loose her"
"But—
"As long as she's happy I'm fine"
"You idiot how do you think she can be happy without you"
"I dunno" my voice barely above a whisper
I never expected this
I mever thought she would say it
She left...for good
I'm sorry
I'm so so so sorry Jay
This is the first time in a decade
That I cried
Not because of my father
But because of the pain…..
Pain of loosing her
Pain of hurting her
I may hurt you jay
But its for your sake
I love and it's true