Jay's PoV
I'm crying even now
Even after three days
I loved him soo damn much
I still do…..
He made me feel safe, loved, cated for me
And now he says its all a lie
How does he expect me to live
I didn't go home, didn't eat anything or drink anything
Just lying on the old factory floor
Every time I think abt New Year's Eve he comes into my mind
I knew the plan…..
I knew it from the very beginning
I was there when he discussed it with yuri
Even after that I chose to love him
Love him until the day came
It came sooner than I expected
But even then I loved him knowing he'll hurt me more
Just like how he hurt aries
Why do I feel like vomiting
God my head…..it fucking hurts
What the hell??
I immediately ran to the pharmacy
"One pregnancy kit plz"
"$30"
I paid through my phone
I...….I finally went home
"Jay? Oh my god Jay where did you go all these days"
"Ooohhh you look so pale" tita gemma said as she walked and hugged me
Even Aries looked so happy
He came over and smacked my head
"Idiot do you know how worried we were"
I nodded
"Go freshen up. I'll cook"
I nodded again
In her room
Oh shit
All my clothes are at keifer's house
What now!!!!
Whatever I'll get them later
Good thing there's a pj's left
I quickly went and showered
It felt like all my pain washed off
But it didn't…..
It hurts more after knowing that it was just a lie
Everything we had…
It was all fake, the kisses, our nights, dates most importantly the so-called 'love'
It was never real
I stared crying again
Information abt my mom is also with him....
Flashback
"I love you my jay"
He said and hugged grom the back
"I love you too keif"
"I'm foing to london in a week or two"
I looked at him
"Take care of section E and you future brother in laws for me"
"Definitely but you better come back"
"I will"
End of flashback
Those words 'I love you' they were never true
He was just playing with me
Now I feel like dying
Shit! The pregnancy test
I went and grabbed it
Two red lines....l uh I'm pregnant???
WITH KEIFER'S CHILD
What the fvck!
Freaking buffaloes shit
This can't happen
How am O going to tell kuya and tita
Oh fuck!!!!!!
You've got to be fucking kidding me
Before I knew it I was already crying