"LONELY BED"
Everybody outside is talking about the moon ,
As I lay in the middle of my lonely bed,
I've lost love for the things I used to believe in,
I don't even look at the moon,
As I lay in the coldness of my lonely bed,
There's sweet melodies playing in my ear,
I can't imagine what would become of me,
If music wasn't here to help me lay here calmly,
Everything in this room screams her name,
We made love in this damn bed,
The last time she was here,
She was laying on this bed tiredly,
Felt like the Angels were surrounding this room,
But now that I lay lonely in this bed of thorns,
I feel like the Angels have turned their backs on me,
Why do I have to be without the only person that I love?
The only person that makes me feel complete and happy.
Everybody is living in the moment out there,
I hear happy voices and long conversations,
As I lay in the sorrows of my lonely bed.
"SPACE"
"How was your day?", I asked, "It was a long day", you said, I grabbed your hand and pulled you to the bed, you sat down on the edge of the bed, I poured warm water where you can put your feet in, I took a brown towel and put it on my lap, after washing your feet in the water, you asked "Ain't I supposed to do that?", I laughed and wiped your feet, "I'm trying to help you feel better, so let me", I said.
I grabbed a body lotion, I rubbed it on your feet and on your toes, I made you a plate of food and then I poured you a cup of tea to go with it.
That's the dream I had before I woke up, could've sworn we were just in space ...
"ERASE"
Why does it feel you've erase every part of your book that had my name in it? Why does it feel like I no longer have a safe space in your beautiful heart? Why does it feel like you're well with the thought of not seeing me ever again?
It feels like you're erasing me, you promised to keep my memories alive, you promised that you'd never stop loving me, that meant something to me but now it feels like I don't mean anything to you anymore.
I think I'm gonna get myself something to drink, maybe a couple of glasses of wine will lay me down to sleep until the break of dawn, without seeing you in my dreams. Sometimes I hate how foolishly loving I am of you, it starting to feel like you're erasing every part of your book that had Sbusiso in it, you promised me that you'll always love me but why does it feel like I don't mean shit to you anymore?
I just wanna see your beautiful face, I just wanna be in your arms and I just wanna be who you love..