15. "GOOD GIRLS"
Bad girls bring trouble and chaos but good girls bring peace and light. Bad girls just wanna feed their appetite, so they bring lust and they stay for pleasure, good girls just wanna be loved, they bring pure intentions and they say for affection, good girls deserve love, roses and hugs.
Good girls got a special affect on bad boys, when they speak, their goodness turn off my defense and their sentimental offerings almost make me wanna quit my reckless life and I hear that some of them just wanna be loved, made love to, cuddled, fed and treated with respect, that ain't too much to ask for but unfortunately treasures always get treated like trash.
Bad girls have never been good for me, I only attain their energy because that's what we got in common but good girls are what I should spend my time on, they can teach me good things like good love, warmth, light and peace, I just gotta bring myself to open up.
Good girls are hopeless romantics, they just wanna be seen as beautiful as they see themselves, they wanna be motivated through reciprocity and they deserve love, roses and hugs.
16. "GET IT RIGHT"
If I ever find myself opening up to love, I don't wanna run around with different girls and I don't wanna add a side thing to a main relationship, not because I wanna play a Mr. Perfect role but it's just that I'm tired of doing good girls wrong.
I've found good love so many times, I just wasn't ready to receive it and sometimes I was just tryna protect myself from the bad girls hiding behind a good girl's mask, I don't trust easily and I don't believe in anything until I see it in actions.
I can admit that I was wrong a couple of times but in other times, my instincts picked up on the bad girls' bullshit. There's a lot that goes into love and there's a lot that comes with being in a relationship, even though I wanna be loved, I just don't feel like I can get it right.
I'm tired of hurting good girls, I'm tired of messing up and I'm tired of getting it right, so many good girls in the past, some I still see now but there's a lot of pain that I've caused these girls and some even hate me for it.
If I ever find myself opening up to love, I don't wanna fuck up, I wanna get it right.
17. "NICOLE"
I think we deserve a conversation, a moment to ourselves and before get into it, I wanna how good it feels to see her and I wanna let her know that she looks so beautiful. We've got a story behind us and it's not pretty, that's why the last 3 times she's seen me, all she does is look and mind her business, I've been wanting to talk to her but I had to make sure that I get myself together before I do.
She's one of the good things that I could've had, like many times before, I was never in a good headspace, nothing made sense and I only could see things through my screwed lense, now I can't even say hi to her because all she sees in me is the guy who just couldn't get his shit together.
Maybe I should let this one go too, maybe the picture that she has of me is all that I'll ever be in her eyes, so maybe I should just leave it at that but also, I've got a reputation of always tryna repair burnt bridges. I care about her and I've got sweet memories of her, I wouldn't wanna see us ending up as strangers, so if this constant feeling doesn't wear off, I'll find myself talking to her for reconciliation.
I think that we deserve a moment to ourselves where we'll be able to have a conversation.
18. "CARDS ALL ON THE TABLE"
Love comes with better days, challenges aren't good enough of a reason to run away from love, intimacy creates a safe escape and affection can renew damaged parts like magic. I wanna have you sitting next to me, I wanna listen to your thoughts and hear your smooth voice, you get me excited when you smile and the sparkle in your pretty eyes makes me wanna jump right into the ocean of love and sink in with your heart.
There's a lot of things that we can get up to, all the negativity out here doesn't have a thing to do with our aura, when me and you share presence, the light beams upon our space and our heart send strong signals, that smile of yours makes me wanna jump right into the ocean of love and sink in with your warm embrace.
I come alive when you look into my eyes, that spark in your eyes and the calming tone in your voice can take me out of my misery and place me under the cloud of love, you don't have to yearn for assurance or security when it comes to you, I'll put all of my cards on the table.
I wanna make you a part of the rest of my days, I wanna hear your voice before we sleep and I wanna start my mornings after checking up on you, I wanna fill your heart with love, cover your body with affection and surround your spirit with pure romance.