Johan invited me to the China. He said now our work moved there because he is in the charge there and he left a note,
You didn't said you won't visit China, did you?
So I got no choice but to go. I can't stay that much careless about the business too, also the state here became pretty calm too, so I can rest for few days. Now I had to made my mind.
After a month thinking i left for Hong Kong. He received me from there.
We left for China together. The whole journey were damn awkward. Also he became pretty decent, not much talkative, He removed all his piercing no more punk outfit's. So comforting look or should I say matured. But it's good to see him again.
We reached at the airport. But As we heading to a hotel I heard he is also staying there. Now i wanted to ask but didn't, because it's his personal matter i don't need to know about that. But more surprisingly he booked one room not even with double bed just a single master bed. I just left a small chuckle,
You going shower? If not then I am heading there.
I started to unbuttoning my shirt after his long silence. I seen his face blushed. I pinned him in a wall pulled up his chin,
You wanted it right? So why hiding face. Look at me.
As he stared at me, I felt my heart melting, an unwanted desire knocked my mind. I just wanted to tease him that i am not a plaything but damn now i am heating up.
I left for the washroom before doing something stupid.
As i came out from washroom I seen him standing with a bathrobe. he helped me to put it. I am still shocked. Like i am giving him the lead. He sure teasing me. Before i could stop him he hugged me tight as he buried his head in my chest. I could feel his warm breathes against me. But He was sopping. I cupped his face to look at me,
You okay?
His chin trembling like he were at his limit of holding until now. I wiped his tears with my thumb. Softly hissing,
Cry out as much as you want. Don't be like me when you want to shed tear but it's not coming.
As i said that he started crying out loud, squeezing my back tight. The whole room filled with his howling. I don't know whenever it's come about him i act like completely different person. Even I can't stop myself acting all this weak.
After a while he pulled his face up, hand's still on my back. Started to saying,
I broke up with her William. We aren't going to apart right. Please stop ignoring me. That hurt's like a chainsaw cutting my heart. I truly love you. Don't you dare to disappear again.
My heart melted like a Summerfield ice cream. So that weren't just a fatal attraction that time. He really liked me back then. Also waited all this time for meeting me. That's so new. I never been loved by someone this way. All my life i waited for everyone but all left me in misery; like Grandpa, Mom, Dad. For all of them today i became that much cruel, emotionless, villain. While i hated my this form whole heartedly even five year's ago.
As i looked at him, I just wanted to kiss him. His all red adorable face made me wants devour him but still I can't. I asked him uncertainly,
Can I kiss you?
Just right after asking he heeled up to reach for my lip. A long gentle soft kiss. It felt like a continuous bell ringing in my head and my ear became all ticklish by the touch of his moist petal lips. It's my first time. I became excited as i started to grabbing him tight and slipping my hand inside his shirt. Such a thin soft waist like a lady. I could feel his body shivering under my touch. But then I stopped. I know my limit. What if he don't want further more or i go wild to hurt him. But then he looked back at me all shy. I know, he knows me well and understand every reason of my every move. Like he made for me. He murmured under breath,
I also don't want to move too fast either. I will wait until you love me. until you really feel something about me.
Without listening a word from me he left from the room. Leaving me there in that state. I screamed his name out, not Johan-
We... Wei Jiwu.