I reached through the door, screaming his name. But he is already gone, like vanished into thin air. I were regretting like a damn ass. I came back to my room. Smoking three cigar at once to forget that moment but that made worse.
It's like I am craving for him right now. I couldn't hold but getting ready for stepping outside. He booked one room for us sure he wanted to stay with me tonight. I reached to the reception. Asking about him. They said few car's came and also a lot men took him forcefully. They were about to inform me.
I smacked the table.
Fuck it's already half an hour he left and you guy's saying now. Fuck off. Show me the booking list there will be his number.
As I got his number from them I kept calling him and running forward but god sake he wasn't picking the call. My head were spinning like the world is about to destroy. Fuck I hate that feelings. I don't want to loose someone who love me once more. Then suddenly in my mind hits who would be they? Someone i know.
Then I got his call. He were talking to me like nothing happened. I kept yelling at him but from the other side it's all just calm responses. I said him to meet me and he agreed. I booked a cab and reached to his location at a cafe. I spotted him sitting on a table all down,
Hey what were they? You dragged by someone?
He nodded then wiping his tear with face down.
Such a crybaby what happened?
My fiancé is pregnant. They said it's me. But I swear we never even kissed each other. I never loved her neither I had any feeling's toward her. She is so mad in love with me. She want's to take control of my life and
Before he could finish I gripped his hand,
Relax. Breath. Everything will be fine. I don't need an explanation. Just calm down.
We stayed in silence for a while, holding his hand. It's all over his face how scared he is. But i could feel he is feeling comfortable around me. I took him with me to the hotel. Took him to the bed. He wasn't letting me go. I stayed beside him. Patting until he get asleep. I seen him sleeping like a baby, cuddling like i am gonna disappear. I kissed him at his head gotten asleep for the tiredness of having long day.
The next morning when I woke up I seen he wasn't there. Left already.
After a while a parcel came i thought it maybe sent from Jiwu. But there was something else, it's not from him. Few photos of him and a girl. I started to checking out all the pictures. It's her, His fiancé. Those weren't normal photos. Those were their intimacy picture's, and also our last night meeting picture, seemed someone took from far away from outside. My heart raging on fire. I wanted to call him but those picture's stopping me. Sure then He is the one who made her this now. I felt so betrayed. It felt every time before confessing I get rejected. Then i heard the beep of lock, It's him. Came with breakfast.
You awake already.
I hides the photos under bed and acted normal.
I thought you left already. How do you feel?
It felt like every time i see him i really became someone i don't wanna be. Like my heart manifesting me to not act rude. He really made me fall in trap.
He smiled at me and started to unpack the foods,
Join in or should i feed you.
I grinned wickedly,
Why not.
We had a great meal together. Like before. I kept looking at the bed thought to ignore them. It's just a bullshit. I should cherish the moment's i have him. Maybe he sure not the one or it's all a plan for departing us.
I stayed there for a week. We had a lot's of fun; visiting public transports, amusement park's, The great wall.
Now when it's already time to leave. Even at the airport i wanted to ask him but I stayed back.
After coming to the country a load's of work thundered on my head. Just again cleaning few rat's again but Sometime catching them is pretty much disturbing.
I stayed in touch with Jiwu still because of not seeing him the photo's and the thought's of getting deceived or not still doubting my mind. But If anything good happened in this life then that is,
Meeting with him.