Peter, a 22 year old male currently doing his graduation was bored of his simple life. He have a normal childhood when he was in his hometown but after getting in a bording school his life took another turn. He was put in difficult situations like bullying, loneliness and becouse of that he lost the taste of enjoyment in life.
He picked up habits like smoking and drinking to cope up with it but soon he discovered negetive impacts of this on his body and social life so he decided to quit.
After this he got deeper in negativity and depression. He just wanted to do something meaningful but everything in life just seems fleeting and meaningless.
To go on he used fantany and games to occupy his mind so he could momentarily forget his misery. And exploring all this he found the concept of Isekai fascinating.
What if he could too get another chance to start over, could he get his lost confidence and enjoyment back. He wished he could get away from this boring life and start over.
But it was all just wishful thinking. If it was as easy to run away from life then this world wouldn't be as chaotic and painful as it is now. So he moved on and started to look into more things that could keep him busy.
Once scrolling on internet he found some articles on meditation and it intrigued him too much. Calming and controlling his thoughts and mind??? Hell isn't that the root of his whole problem. If he can be simply happy just by playing like a children then what else does he need.
He fully dived into that whole mind, spirit, soul concept and even started to practice meditation and yoga techniques. He was hoping that something within him will change but his efforts were not getting payed. He thought he was doing something wrong and started researching on this whole meditation and yoga thing.
He got intrigued that all his fantacy and superpowers that he only dreamed of were said to be achievable through unlocking the full potential of his mind. He tried harder to achieve any breakthrough but he just couldn't calm his mind.
At last he thought of using some psychedelics. He though to start small but due to a mistake he overdosed himself and found himself in a complely different realm.
He saw a being so grand that it could be only called the Creater or it was the concious of the universe itself.
Peter was overwhelmed by the thing he was experiencing. He was felling like he was under the waitght of a full planet. He couldn't think straight. He didn't know what was happening to him.
Soon he heard the being spoke. It wasn't any language, it was just pure sound but something he could understand. He felt like the whole universe was speaking to him.
The voice spoke "Curious child, do you wish to return to the origin and be one again?"
Peter who was overwhelmed by the being or conciousness couldn't reply. The being then started to diametntel him like he was some machinery.
Peter felt he was getting seperated from elements his body was made of. He couldn't fell pain but it wasn't a pleasant process. But as he was being dismantled he remember his life and his desire to live as an individual stoped the process halfway.
Now without a body but still wishing to live he was forced into the cycle of reincarnation.
An creak appeared in the space he was at and he felt himself moving at really fast speed to somewhere.
He knew somehow that he was getting transported to land of living. So his depp desire that was suppressed until now came back again.
To reincarnate in a fantacy world. Somewhere intresting, somewhere with powerful heros and villans. Somewhere where he could be powerful like a protagonist. Where he could gather power for himself. Like... like... Like possesing infinity stones.....
Peter lost consciousness.
Only to get reincarnated into MCU.