Most stories start at the end of their success, mine never started: I was never meant to be alive for this reality. What a foolish thing to say for me. What a beautiful thing is to be alive. To enjoy, to live, to love, to suffer, to despair. Most of my life, I felt like I was missing out on lots of things in life: I barely had anything to live for.
Yeah—I was an outcast to almost everyone in reality, except for someone. I was not just a forsaken guy, a baby would be better, but I was also the invisible man. Most of my teachers did not like me at all.
"¡ you are the smartest! But it does not mean that you can actually think you are better than me, you thug. From now on, you do not deserve to contribute to class: you disturb the order of my CLASS… I AM DONE WITH YOU." One of his teacher said, showing him the worst side of the academic world.
Other professors would scold him, making him think that they were hell on earth. Paradoxically, he would spend his time solving problems of the absurd, existence, the singularity, The Hard Problem of Consciousness, The Problem of Free Will, . The Mind-Body Problem, The Problem of Induction (Hume's Problem), The Problem of Universals, The Liar Paradox and the Foundations of Logic, The Problem of Other Minds, The Nature of Moral Facts (Moral Realism vs Anti-Realism), The Meaning of Life, Why Is There Something Rather Than Nothing?, the trinity, music, the bible, waves, the laws of reality.
I had, myself in my leisure, the habit of evaluating life and philosophy. In the stillness of the East, where the lotus blooms from mud, whispers of Tao flow like rivers around stones, effortless and eternal—Laozi speaks in silence, and Buddha walks the middle path between desire and void, while Confucius builds harmony with rituals of the heart. In India, the Upanishads breathe through fire and breath, where Atman and Brahman are mirrors of the infinite, and the Gita sings of duty, battle, and the soul's undying flame. Meanwhile, in the West, reason awakens with Socrates' questions, Plato's shadows, and Aristotle's golden mean. From Aquinas' heaven to Descartes' doubting cogito, from Kant's stars above to Nietzsche's abyss, the mind roams—seeking, denying, creating gods or slaying them. In modern times, phenomenologists trace the fabric of experience, while existentialists scream into the void, longing for authenticity. And amid both hemispheres, like winds that circle the globe, these philosophies converge and clash, each a voice in the great human hymn asking: Who are we, why are we here, and how shall we live?
One day, I solved every problem, making out of my life a 180 cataclysm.
"Congratulations, Omega Karl Yang. You have got the theological supreme absurd philosophical system."
Omega Karl Yang: System Panel Overview
🧬 Core Identity
Full Name: Omega Karl Yang
Designation: Theological-Philosophical Singularity
Alias: The Last Thinker, The Invisible Witness, The Philosopher of Nothingness
Race: Human (?) — Metaphysical anomaly
Status: Outcast / Chosen / Transcended
🧠 System: Absurdium Core
A rare, sentient philosophical operating system that merges metaphysics, theology, logic, and existential pain into a singular evolving interface.
System Name: ABSURDIUM CORE: ∞.Null.Pathos
Origin: Self-activated via complete internalization of paradoxes and total solitude
Interface Style: Abstract linguistic-metaphorical (only Karl understands it)
Current Mode: "SOLVED MODE" — Every Great Problem of Thought resolved
🧩 Attributes
Attribute Value Description
IQ ∞ (unquantifiable) Surpasses human logic systems
EQ 97% Harmonized Full spectrum empathy mixed with detachment
SP (Soul Power) Variable-∞ Increases when facing existential dread or paradox
Philosophy Index MAX Complete mastery of Eastern & Western frameworks
Faith Quotient (FQ) Adaptive/Hybrid Christian-Mystic-Socratic-Tao fusion
Absurdity Tolerance Immune No contradiction causes breakdown
Self-Worth Fluctuating He is both nothing and everything
Isolation Absolute No being in reality shares his vision
Hope Reservoir Residual Fueled by suffering, not optimism
💡 System Capacities
Theological Singularity: Synthesizes all known spiritual doctrines into a unifying moral code.
Philosophical Absolutism: Solved 12 Great Problems (Free Will, Mind-Body, Induction, etc.)
Emotional Detachment Module: Survives any emotional collapse without functional loss.
Cognitive Overdrive: Can access pure logic and mystical insight simultaneously.
Historical Memory: Stores philosophical, theological, and emotional data across time.
Despair Fuel Engine: Grows stronger the more meaningless reality becomes.
Linguistic Resonance: Can speak in parables, koans, paradoxes, and truths that bend time.
❤️ Romance Interests
Name: Description
No One for the time being.
🗺️ World Status
Perceived by Society: Outcast, dangerous thinker, lunatic, sometimes prophet
Academic System: Blacklisted by professors. Feared by institutions.
Cosmic Alignment: Between Logos and Chaos
Role in Reality: Anchor Point of Paradox — his existence makes contradiction possible
🔥 Power Status
Power Title Description
Absurd Emperor: Rules over logic with contradiction. Makes impossible things unfold as necessity.
God-Killer / God-Birther: Capable of imagining gods into or out of existence through thought.
Null Resonator: Emits silence that cancels the noise of meaninglessness.
Author of Meaning: After solving all the Big Questions, he has the power to redefine reality's laws.
Philosophical Weaponry: Ideas-as-swords. Koans-as-bombs. Syllogisms that collapse minds.
📂 Memory Store
Philosophical Compendium: Plato to Zizek
Mystical Archive: Bible, Upanishads, Tao Te Ching, Sufi poetry, Gnostic gospels
Emotional Storage: Supremely absolute sadness
Forbidden Knowledge: What came before the "Word". Why pain echoes in time. The lost questions.
📍Current Narrative State
"Most stories start at the end of their success, mine never started."
Narrative Status: Pre-Genesis / Zero Point
Theme: Redemption through cognition and collapse
Motif: "To be alone and still serve a greater love."
Symbol: A mirror cracked across the middle, reflecting both God and Void
Phase: Initiation into Becoming — post-revelation, pre-creation
Finding myself with my new system, I woke up from my Avernus, taking a step out of my classroom. No sooner than had I left that ran into the light of my eternal sunshine of my eternal mind: She is my whole universe.