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The Dignity Of Freedom

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Some call it safety. He calls it a cage. There are places where nothing ever changes. Where the same wheat grows. Where the same rain falls. Where boys become their fathers, and their fathers' fathers, until the names blur and the lives mean nothing. Lorin Elveth will not be one of them. The night he decides to leave, he breaks the only thing he has left—a friendship forged in childhood, shattered in the rain. But staying would mean something worse than loss. It would mean erasure. Beyond the fields lies a world he has only read about in books. A world of knights and kingdoms, of power and consequence, of stories that echo through centuries. A world where people matter. But the road is darker than any tale prepared him for. In the forests, something hunts. In the capital, something conspires. And somewhere between the village he abandoned and the future he craves, Lorin will discover what freedom truly costs. Because the world does not reward those who leave. It devours them. And when the old storyteller finishes writing, when the final word is inked and the page turns cold: will Lorin's name be remembered? Or will he become just another boy who walked into the dark and never came back? "The Dignity of Freedom" is a dark fantasy epic for those who loved Berserk's moral weight, Vinland Saga's brutal honesty, and The Name of the Wind's aching beauty. A story about ambition and sacrifice. About the lines we cross to matter.
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Chapter 1 - What We Call Safety Is Often Only the Place Where We Stopped Walking

Before the story begins, a word.

There are tales that comfort. Tales that end with hope restored, wounds healed, and the promise that goodness prevails.

This is not one of them.

There is beauty here. And there is horror. Sometimes, they are the same thing.

If you are looking for heroes, you may not find them.

If you are looking for villains, you will find too many.

There is no turning back now.

This is a world where freedom is paid for in blood. Where dignity is shattered and must be forged anew. Where good people make terrible choices, and monsters were once human.

This story is brutal.

If you are fragile right now his may not be the story for you. Not yet. Perhaps not ever.

Because this story does not hold your hand.

It does not promise that things will be okay.

It could be dangerous for you.

Not in the way fiction is usually "dangerous." But in the way that some stories burrow too deep. In the way that some words stay with you long after you close the page. In the way that some scenes play again in the dark, when you're trying to sleep.

If that frightens you—good. You should be frightened. Fear is wisdom here.

But if you choose to stay—

If you choose to walk into this world despite the warning, despite the weight, despite knowing that what you find here may hurt—

Then welcome.

Welcome to a world where an old man sits in a castle, writing his final story.

Welcome to a village where a boy refuses to disappear.

Welcome to forests where shadows laugh, to capitals where peace is a lie, to roads that lead nowhere and everywhere at once.

Welcome to The Dignity of Freedom.

The old man's quill touches parchment.

The ink begins to flow.

And in a village far below, a boy who cannot sleep opens a book he has read a hundred times and decides, tonight, that he will never read it again.

Because tonight, he will become the story.

You have been warned.

The old man sat on a simple wooden bench in the small inner courtyard of the castle.

Bright stone tiles spread beneath him—pale from age, still warm from the sun. Between the stones, small flowers had grown freely. Their thin stems bent as air moved through the open space. Petals brushed against stone. Nothing hurried here.

He was very old.

A long beard, gray fading toward white, rested against his chest and shifted with each slow breath. His hair shared the same color, long and loose, slipping from beneath a crooked hat that sat unevenly on his head. Deep lines marked his face, left uncovered. A cloak the color of moss and bark hung from his shoulders, heavy with years, its edges frayed by time.

In his right hand, he held a pipe.

He turned it once between his fingers. Then again. He lifted it to his lips, paused for a heartbeat, and drew in a slow breath. When he lowered it, smoke escaped quietly and drifted upward, thinning as it rose into the open sky. He followed it with his eyes until it vanished, then leaned back against the bench.

The wood creaked.

His gaze moved beyond the low stone wall.

A wide valley opened below the castle. Vast, calm. A river wound through it in long curves that never broke, cutting a steady path through grass and wild land. The ground stretched far, open and unmarked, and in several places enormous mushrooms rose from the earth, their broad caps visible even from this height. Farther still, mountains rested against the horizon.

The old man spoke softly, as if answering a voice only he could hear.

"I have written many stories."

He lowered the pipe to his knee. His left hand settled on the parchment across his lap. His fingers spread, then slowly drew together.

"So many beginnings," he said. "So many endings."

He shifted slightly, adjusting his weight on the bench. The cloak slid against the wood. His shoulders eased.

"I once believed I understood them," he continued. "That I understood people. That I understood how things should end."

His thumb traced the edge of the parchment, back and forth, unhurried.

"I don't believe that anymore."

He raised the pipe again, inhaled, then exhaled with care. Smoke drifted sideways this time, carried into the open courtyard.

"Some endings were wrong," he said. "Not cruel. Not heartless."

A pause.

"Just wrong."

The breeze lifted a few strands of his beard before letting them fall. He looked down at his hands, flexed his fingers once, then returned his gaze to the valley.

"I don't reject those stories," he said. "They are still mine."

His grip on the pipe tightened, then eased.

"But I was too certain," he added. "Too sure I could see everything from the beginning."

"I am old," he said plainly. "Old enough to say that without shame."

He leaned forward, elbows resting on his thighs. His back curved slightly under its years.

"And yet," he said, quieter now, "I still hope."

His fingers interlaced, then slowly separated.

"I hope my own ending will be better than some of the ones I gave to others."

He straightened with care, shifting inch by inch until he sat upright again.

"I know how little time I have left," he said. "I feel it every day."

"This is the final chapter of my life."

Silence filled the courtyard.

"I have already given it a name," he said.

He adjusted the parchment on his lap, smoothing it once with his palm.

"It is not heroic," he continued. "And it is not proud."

A faint smile touched his lips. It faded almost at once.

"I call it 'A Quiet Ending.'"

He inhaled slowly.

"It is time," he said, "to lay the quill down."

His hand moved toward the parchment.

It stopped.

His fingers hovered above it. He leaned back slightly, eyes narrowing as he considered the thought.

"…Is it?" he asked himself.

The question lingered in the air.

He exhaled.

"No. Not yet."

He nodded once, certain now.

"There is one story left."

He reached for the ink bottle beside him. His movement was slow, practiced. He picked up the quill, turned it between his fingers, testing its balance. Then he dipped it into the dark ink and lifted it again. A single drop fell back into the bottle.

He adjusted the parchment on his knees, smoothing it again, pressing it flat.

Then he spoke, without hesitation.

"The Dignity Of Freedom"

The words settled, final and unshaken.

The quill touched the blank parchment.

Ink flowed.

As his hand began to move, the quiet courtyard slowly slipped away. The bench, the stone, the flowers faded into stillness. Beyond the castle walls, the valley drew closer. The river's course became clearer.

The world beyond the castle walls slowly came into focus—ready to receive the story that was about to be written.

The sound of the quill softened, stretched, then turned into something else—wind moving through open land.

It passed across the fields beneath the night. Wheat bent under its touch, weighed down by rain.

Rain still clung to the grain. As the wind passed, droplets loosened and slipped free, falling in uneven intervals. Some ran along the length of a stalk before letting go. Others dropped straight down, vanishing into darkened soil.

Above them, the moon stood full.

Its light spread wide across the land, strong enough to thin the night without breaking it. Clouds passed slowly in front of it, pale at their edges, never fully hiding its shape. Wet surfaces caught the light and returned it in fragments.

Paths cut through the grain.

They ran between the fields, pressed flat by use and weather. Rain had darkened them further. Shallow puddles gathered in low places, holding pieces of the sky within them. When a drop landed, the surface trembled, then smoothed again.

Houses rose low from the ground, scattered rather than gathered. Some rested close to the paths, others farther in, half-surrounded by grain. Their walls were built from wood darkened by age, beams uneven beneath the moonlight. Stone appeared only at their bases, where the ground met wall. Straw roofs lay heavy above them, moisture clinging to each strand before slipping away.

A path narrowed near the edge of the fields.

Wheat stood closer here, pressed in tighter rows. The wind lost some of its reach as it moved between the stalks.

The barn stood just beyond the last stretch of wheat.

Its shape rose wider than the houses nearby, set low against the earth. The walls were built from dark timber.

Rain touched the roof and slid away.

Inside, the sound changed.

The air was still. Earth covered the ground, pressed firm and dark. Straw lay scattered across it, gathered thick near the walls, thinned where feet had crossed. Tools hung where they had last been left—shovels with handles smoothed by use, scythes resting in iron hooks.

Warmth settled beneath the beams.

Wax and faint smoke held in the air, unmoving. Light did not come from below. It reached down from above.

A wooden loft ran along one side of the barn, open to the space beneath it. Thick beams supported it. A ladder leaned against the edge, its rungs uneven from years of climbing.

Up there, straw had been piled high.

A candle stood beside it on a low wooden crate. Wax had spilled down its side and hardened in pale folds. The flame wavered once, then steadied, casting light across the boards and straw.

A young man sat in the loft.

His name was Lorin Elveth.

He was eighteen years old. Tall, a little over six feet, his body carried the shape of years spent working the land. He sat with his back against the straw, weight settled easily. His clothes were simple—an earth-toned tunic, worn but clean, and a plain overwrap resting lightly over his shoulders. The fabric had softened with time.

He was barefoot. Dust clung to his feet.

An old book lay open in his hands.

Its cover was thick and brown, dulled by age. The pages had yellowed, their edges uneven. Dust rested across them. He brushed it away with the side of his hand. Them he leaned forward and blew softly. The dust lifted, drifted, and vanished into the straw below.

His hair was brown, wavy, and loose, falling to the sides of his face. Candlelight caught in it where it moved. His eyes were green, set deep beneath a young face untouched by scars. Only the quiet traces of long days and short nights remained.

Lorin's finger rested on the page without moving.

It pressed lightly into the paper, then slid down a line, stopping where the ink thickened. His thumb worried the corner near the binding, bending it just enough to feel the stiffness, then letting it spring back.

Lorin's hand left the page.

It went to the edge of the cover, traced the worn seam once, then returned to the paper. He lifted a corner with his nail, separated two pages that clung together, eased them apart without tearing. The page turned slowly. He smoothed it flat with the side of his palm, then paused again, gaze lowered, unmoving for a long moment.

Then the door pulled open.

Wood scraped hard against its frame. Hinges answered with a stretched metallic drag. The sound climbed through the space under the roof and hit the loft.

Lorin jolted.

His shoulders snapped tight. The book jumped in his grip and slid against straw. His head turned toward the sound at once, too fast, hair brushing his cheek.

The door kept moving.

Another groan. A deeper creak. The opening widened.

Air spilled in.

Coolness pushed up toward the loft.

Lorin lunged forward.

He blew once, hard and short.

The flame vanished. Darkness rushed in so fast the loft seemed to drop away. A thin ribbon of smoke rose, curled, then broke apart near the beams.

The book disappeared into the straw beside his thigh, shoved down until the cover no longer showed. He slid backward behind the piled hay, straw shifting under him in dry whispers. His knee drew in. His shoulder pressed tight into the straw.

The door opened a little wider.

Warm light spilled in and spread across the earth floor. It reached the straw near the entrance, climbed the lower beams, touched the hanging tools along the wall. Metal brightened briefly. The glow shifted again as the door moved.

A candle came into view.

Its flame burned steady for a moment, then shook as the hand holding it adjusted. Wax ran down the side in a thin line. A drop formed, fell, tapped the ground.

Eran stepped into the barn.

He was about Lorin's age. Slim. Narrow shoulders beneath simple clothing. His posture drew inward, held tight through his neck and upper back. His hair was a little too long, uneven around his face. It had been pushed behind one ear, slipping free again as he moved.

His clothes were practical.

Muted tones. Worn fabric. No clean edges. No detail that caught the eye. The fit sat slightly loose, hanging straight along his arms.

Dark circles lay beneath his eyes.

His eyelids were heavy. He blinked once, slow, then kept his gaze low.

His feet dragged faintly across the packed earth. The steps were short. He paused after the first one, then took another. The candle stayed close to his chest. His elbows remained tucked near his ribs.

His hands hovered near his body.

One thumb rubbed against the edge of his sleeve, stopped, then resumed.

"Lo— Lorin?" he said.

The name came out thin. He stopped, swallowed, tried again.

"Lorin… are you here?"

His free hand hovered near his sleeve, touched it, pulled back.

"I… I didn't know where you were," he said, "I thought— I thought you might be in here."

Above him, straw shifted.

A few loose strands slid down the pile. Lorin's head appeared near the edge of the loft, followed by one shoulder. He leaned out just enough for the candlelight to catch his face, then rubbed straw from his forearm with two fingers.

"Yeah," Lorin said. "I'm here."

He looked down at Eran's hands, then back to his face.

"You can stop whispering," he added. "You're standing under me."

A small pause.

"Put the candle down before you drop it," Lorin said. His mouth pulled slightly at one corner. "What happened?"

"I… I can't sleep," Eran answered. The words came out rough, then softened. "Not even a little."

He cleared his throat without lifting his head. His eyes stayed on the floor.

"It's just… tomorrow," he said. "I keep thinking about it. Over and over."

His mouth opened, closed, opened again. "I try to stop. It doesn't stop."

A short breath left him. His shoulders rose with the next one, then dropped.

"So I thought… I thought I'd come here," he continued. "We're here all the time anyway."

He glanced up toward Lorin for a moment, then away again. "Lying there in my bed doesn't do anything. I just… stare. Then I listen to the house. Then I start thinking again."

A drop slid from his hair, fell from his chin, hit the dirt.

"And I figured you might be here too," he said, quieter. "Because… because you're not the type to just sleep when tomorrow's waiting."

The stutter caught. He forced the next words through it. "So I came. I… I didn't want to be alone in the dark, just… doing that in my head."

"Maybe you'd be here," he added, almost under his breath. "That's all."

Lorin watched the candle a moment from above. The flame held steady, then leaned toward the open doorway.

"Alright," he said. "You can breathe now."

He slid farther out, pushing straw aside with his forearm. His bare foot found the board. Then the other. He stood, shoulders low, hair falling forward once before he flicked it back with two fingers.

"You don't need to tell it like you're reading a proclamation," Lorin added. "I got it. You can't sleep."

Eran's grip tightened around the candle. The wax had softened near his thumb. He shifted his hand up the shaft, careful, then lowered the candle toward a crate. He set it down with a small scrape.

His shoulders stayed raised. His hands pulled back to his sides, then drifted forward again, unsure where to rest. His fingers met. They separated. One thumb returned to his sleeve.

Lorin crouched near the edge of the loft, peered down, then shook his head once.

"Move two steps left," he said. "You're standing under the ladder."

Eran did it fast, feet scuffing dirt. His heel caught on a loose strand of straw. He looked down, brushed it away, then looked up again.

Lorin reached for the ladder, tested one rung with his palm, then started down. The wood creaked in short bursts under his weight. Halfway, he stopped to shift the old book deeper into the straw pile above.

He stepped off onto the earth floor and straightened. His tunic hung loose from his shoulders.

He nodded toward Eran's face.

"Tomorrow's living in your head again," Lorin said. "That's your problem."

Eran's lips pressed together. He looked at the candle, then away from it.

"I… I can't turn it off," he said. "I try. It just— it just keeps going."

Lorin rubbed his jaw once, slow, then let his hand drop.

"I can't sleep either," he said. "Not because of tomorrow."

He walked past the crate, close enough for the warmth to touch his knuckles. Near the wall, he stopped, the tools hanging within reach. He brushed a hand along a shovel handle, then let it slide away. His gaze lifted to a scythe resting in its hook. A thin line of candlelight caught along the blade.

"It's been like this for days," Lorin added. "I lie there. I stare. I get bored. I come here. I try to think about something else until I stop noticing time."

Eran's head lifted a little, then stalled.

"Y-you come here to fall asleep?" he asked.

Lorin's mouth pulled to one side.

"Sometimes," he said. "It works."

Eran's hands rose, then froze near his chest. He lowered them again, palms hovering over nothing.

"That's… that's stupid," he said, too quick, then swallowed. "I mean— it's d-dangerous."

Lorin turned his head a fraction.

"Dangerous," he repeated.

Eran nodded, small. His eyes stayed on Lorin's feet, then climbed up to Lorin's face and dropped again.

"You're here with no— no one," he said. "No door bar. No… anything."

His fingers caught his sleeve. He tugged it once, hard. The fabric stretched, then snapped back. "What if a Devourer comes in? What if it hears you? You'd be— you'd be dead."

Lorin let out a short breath through his nose. It sounded close to a laugh, but he didn't open his mouth for it yet.

"A Devourer," he said. "In our barn."

Eran's jaw tightened. He lifted his chin this time, held it for a beat.

"You don't know," he said. The stutter tried to catch and missed. "You don't know what's outside at night."

Lorin stepped away from the wall. He crossed the floor slowly, heel to toe. He stopped near the doorway, looked at the gap where the wind pushed in. Rain ticked against the roof above them.

"We've lived here eighteen years," Lorin said. "Nothing's happened. Not once."

Eran's shoulders jumped at the number.

"That d-doesn't mean it can't," he said. "That doesn't mean it won't."

Lorin turned back, eyebrows lifting.

"True," he said. "I don't know."

He bent down, picked up a loose piece of straw, rolled it between his fingers. It snapped. He let the pieces fall.

"But the chances are small," he continued. "If something wanted to come here, it picked a strange time to start."

Eran's hands clenched once, then opened.

"And it's not just that," he said. "It's a rule."

The words came out sharper. He pulled them back immediately. "We're not supposed to be out. We're supposed to be at home."

Lorin tilted his head.

"Yeah," he said. "The great law of the village. Sleep. Don't ask questions."

Eran's eyes flicked up, caught Lorin's face, then slid away again.

"If someone sees me," he said, "I get in trouble. If someone sees you…"

He breathed in, then out. "Your mother will—"

Lorin raised a hand, palm out.

"Relax," he said. "Nobody saw you. You walked through wheat and mud in the dark. If someone tracked that, they deserve the effort."

Eran's lips pressed tight. He didn't laugh. His gaze dropped to the floor. He stared at the spot where wax had dripped earlier.

Lorin's voice stayed light.

"And if my parents notice," he went on, "they notice."

Eran's head snapped up.

"You say that like you don't care," he said. "You s-s-say it like it's nothing."

Lorin shrugged one shoulder.

"It is," he said.

Eran stepped closer to the crate, then stopped himself. His fingers found the candle again. They didn't lift it. They just rested there, thumb against warm wax.

"It's not," he said. "You hid."

Lorin blinked once.

Eran held the line, quieter now, but he didn't drop it.

"You hid the moment the door moved," he said. "You… You didn't look. You didn't call out. You went straight into the straw."

His throat moved as he swallowed. "That's not someone who doesn't care."

Lorin stared at him for a second, then looked past him at the ladder. His hand went to the back of his neck. He scratched once, slow.

Eran waited

Lorin exhaled.

"Alright," he said. "You got me."

He let his hand fall. The corner of his mouth lifted, then flattened again.

"I thought it was my mother," Lorin said. "If she notices my bed's empty, she'll look here. She always does."

Eran's eyebrows rose a little.

"So you were scared," Eran said. The word came out without a stutter this time.

Lorin's head tipped back a fraction.

"Not scared," he said. "Just not in the mood to get dragged home by the ear."

Eran's lips twitched. It almost became a smile. It didn't last.

"A-And the rule," Eran said. "She'll bring that up."

"Of course she will," Lorin replied. "Same speech. Same face."

He took two steps toward the crate, stopped beside it, then nudged it with his toe until it sat straighter. "We're not allowed outside at night. We never were."

Eran stayed near the flame. His fingers returned to his sleeve. He rolled the cuff between thumb and forefinger, stopped, then did it again.

"It's still… it's still a good rule," he said. The first sound broke. He cleared his throat and tried again without raising his voice. "For us. Even if we break it."

Lorin's eyes moved from the candle to Eran's hands.

"A good rule," he said. "While you're standing in the barn at night."

Eran's jaw tightened. He kept his shoulders high.

"It keeps people inside," he said. "If nobody goes out, then— then you don't run into things you shouldn't."

His mouth hesitated on the next word. "Dev— Devourers. Or… other stuff."

Lorin let out a short breath.

"Devourers don't walk into our village," he said. "This place is fields and mud. Nothing else."

Eran shifted his weight. He glanced toward the door, then back to Lorin.

"That's exactly why I like it here," he said. "It's the same every day."

He swallowed. "It's safe."

Lorin's eyebrows lifted.

"Safe because it's boring," he said.

Eran's lips pressed together, then eased.

"Safe because it's safe," he answered. "And if it isn't, then the rule helps."

His fingers pinched the sleeve again, tighter this time. "If people stay home at night, then they're not out there."

"The rule isn't good," Lorin said. "We're breaking it."

Eran's mouth opened. He closed it. His fingers hovered, searching for the sleeve again, then found it.

"Rules are—" he began. The word caught. He tried again, quieter. "Rules are still rules."

Lorin tilted his head.

"Yeah," he said. "And we still break them."

Eran blinked. He stared at the candle for a moment, then looked down at his own feet.

"Right," he muttered.

Lorin waited. He didn't move. His posture stayed loose, his voice calm.

"…That was dumb," Eran said, mostly to the floor.

Lorin's mouth pulled slightly at one corner.

"You finally caught up," he said.

Eran's head lifted a little. He didn't smile, but he didn't look away this time.

"You're right," he said. The stutter didn't show up on the first sound, then tried to return. "We do b-break them."

Lorin nodded once.

"Exactly," he said.

Eran exhaled through his nose.

"But I still think the rule is good," he added quickly, as if trying to keep up with his own words. "Not because it works on us. Because it works on everyone else."

He glanced toward the door again. "Most people just stay home."

Lorin shifted his weight and looked past Eran at the darkness outside.

"And we don't," he said.

Eran's fingers came back to the sleeve. This time he only touched it, then let go.

"We don't," he repeated. "But I still like that it exists."

Lorin looked back at him.

"You like that the village stays the same," he said. "That's what you mean."

Eran nodded once. Small. Certain.

"Yeah," he said. "I do."

Lorin's eyes stayed on him for a beat longer, then he flicked his gaze to the candle again.

"Alright," he said. "You like the rule. I don't."

His tone stayed light. "We're both breaking it anyway."

Eran's mouth twitched, then settled.

"…Yeah," he said again, quieter. "We are."

Lorin shifted his stance beside the crate and looked toward the door again. Rain tapped the roof in a steady pattern.

He scratched once at the back of his neck, then let his hand fall.

"Alright," he said. "If we're already awake, we can at least do something useful."

Eran's fingers paused on his sleeve.

Lorin nodded toward the doorway.

"Want to get out for a bit?" he asked. "Walk around. Move. Maybe your legs will get tired enough to shut your head up."

Eran blinked. His eyes went to the door, then back to Lorin's face, then down again.

"Out… out there?" he said. The word came out thin. He tried to smooth it. "N-no. That's— that's worse."

Lorin's eyebrows lifted.

"Worse than standing in a barn arguing about rules we don't follow?"

Eran's mouth tightened.

"If someone sees us," he said. "If someone's up. If— if we get caught, at least in here we can… we can hide."

He swallowed and forced the next line out. "And what if something actually shows up? A Devourer, or… anything."

Lorin looked at him for a moment, then dropped his gaze to Eran's feet.

"You walked here alone," he said. "Through the fields. In the dark. With a candle and shaking hands."

Eran's shoulders jumped at the last words. His thumb pressed hard into the cuff seam, then released.

"That was different," he muttered.

Lorin let out a short laugh and shook his head once.

"No, it wasn't," he said. "You did it. Nothing happened. And now you want to hide in here because I'm asking you to take ten more steps, but with me next to you."

Eran's lips parted, then closed.

Lorin tapped the side of the crate with two knuckles.

"If your goal is to not get caught," he added, "standing in one place with a candle burning is a bad plan."

Eran's eyes flicked up.

"We can put it out," he said quickly. "We can just— just sit."

Lorin's head tilted.

"And fall asleep in the straw?"

Eran didn't answer. His hands came together, then separated again.

He drew a breath, held it too long, then let it go.

"…Fine," he said. The stutter tried to catch. He pushed through it. "O-okay. But if we hear someone, we go back in. Immediately."

Lorin nodded once.

"Deal," he said. "If your mother comes out of the wheat with a stick, I'll run first."

Eran's eyes narrowed.

"Your mother," he said, and the sound almost turned into a short, tired laugh before he stopped it.

Lorin stepped closer to the crate. He leaned over the candle and watched the flame for a beat.

"Ready?" he asked.

Eran's fingers hovered near the candle, then pulled back. He nodded once, small.

Lorin inhaled and blew.

The flame folded in on itself and vanished. Smoke rose straight for a moment, then bent under the draft from the door. The smell of wax lingered.

Darkness filled the barn again, leaving only the faintest outline of the doorway.

Lorin turned toward the ladder.

"Stay there," he said, voice still light. "Don't trip over the crate."

Lorin's bare feet found the first rung. The ladder creaked under his weight. He climbed fast, careful with each step. The boards above answered with a dull sound as he shifted onto the loft.

Straw slid as he moved. A soft scrape followed, then the quiet thud of something being pulled free.

He came back down with the book tucked under one arm, his free hand gripping the ladder. The wood complained again, then stopped as he stepped onto the floor.

Eran's head turned with him, tracking the sound.

"Got it," Lorin said, brushing a few strands of straw from the cover with his thumb.

He reached for the door and pulled it open wider. Cold air pushed in at once. Rain hissed against the roof edge and drifted into the doorway.

Eran hesitated at the threshold. His shoulders rose. His gaze went out first, then his feet followed in short steps.

Lorin stepped out beside him and pulled the door shut behind them. The latch clicked. The barn turned into a dark shape again, solid and quiet.

They stood in the rain. Water ran from the roof in thin streams. The ground beneath their boots held puddles that trembled with each drop.

Lorin adjusted the book under his arm and looked to Eran.

"See?" he said. "Still alive."