JESSIE
I take Jeremy home, and he's been silent all the way there. I don't know what he's thinking or feeling because he has this indifferent expression on his face. Is he more confused, angry, sad or all of the above?
And now I want to know what he's thinking. I wish I had this bond with Jeremy and not Sebby. God damn it, what even is the point of having a link with someone who isn't your boyfriend?
I don't even know what to say to him. What is there to say at this point? What should I ask? It's better if we just ride home in silence.
His visit is surprising and not planned. I mean, he didn't even tell me he's coming, but he's here, and I have missed him, so I'm actually happy that he's sitting next to me right now. Even though I don't know what he's thinking about.
I do have so many questions for him, though, but now is not a good time.
