SEBASTIAN
I couldn't sleep, I couldn't sleep because I accidentally saw what was happening in the bedroom through Jessie's eyes. Okay, saying I saw what they were doing by accident is a total lie. Because, like an anxious fool, before I decided to take a peek, I was walking back and forth in my room thinking about what Jessie and Jeremy could be doing right now.
Imagine I was more worried about what they were doing than being worried about the monster that almost killed us last night. What even is wrong with me? If Jessie finds out that I was spying on him, he's not going to forgive me.
I guess I did think of that. I had to fight for myself to get rid of such thoughts from my brain, the urge to spy on Jessie through his eyes. I did rule against it, I knew it was wrong and doing that and hiding it from him caused a fight, and it made Jessie really angry.
