I used to get so high
On you.
Now the thought of you
Just make me sober...
I used to regret
All the time that I
Gave
Till this day
But I'm just blessed to know
That it's over.
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I'm glad that we didn't
Put a child in a stroller.
You never loved me
You would've just got colder.
And I just let go
I'm only fuckin' gettin' older.
Your words ripped me apart
Disrespect, it got bolder.
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And now I just live
With the scars that you left me.
I'm no longer bitter
I'm hoping that you forget me.
I wish you the best
I'm hoping that you can find it.
I don't want to see you
I don't want to be reminded.
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I no longer miss you.
My heart is decided.
But I'll never diss you.
I'm far from divided.
You don't have control no more.
You cannot guide it.
You never said sorry
Fuck, you could never hide it.
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I'm good now.
I'm better.
Your love never made me...
It didn't define me.
Cause you never gave me
The time.
Or the presence.
The space
Or the energy
You never loved me
Outside
Or the inner me...
Make me your enemy,
I'll be the enemy.
I loved you far to deeply,
It upended me...
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I've come to realize now
That I didn't need you...
I needed just to leave
Cause you rent me in two...
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No I'm fixing,
And wishing,
And building what's new.
I'll be better
Much better
Alone, without you.
I hope that you find
All that I couldn't be...
Just don't come to my door,
That person isn't me...
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It's not me.
That was made loud and clear
All those years...
It was obvious
I should have ignored
All the fears
And just left.
Fuck all those crocodile tears,
You were too comfortable
While you sat with your beers.
All those beers...
All those fears...
All those tears...
All those years...
All those years...
All those years...